Happy Monday Ladies!!!
I've been doing my research and i've decided that we're going to be staying at the Kidani Village area of AKV. I asked a few questions on the Resorts boards and found out that the layout of the AKV Jambo house and Kidani Village rooms are slightly different and that Kidani may be alittle more accesible to dresses, make up people, bridesmaids, and poor Randy. Rooster in the Hen house!

I've been going back and forth on whether or not to spend the extra $$$ to get a SV over a S view but where we'll only be there for a few days I think we'll stick with the cheaper. From my experience there are so many aniaml viewing areas around the resort that its not a huge loss.
i also think that i'm getting a better handle on my anxiety. (thank god!) there will be times that I am just SOOOO excited about the whole thing! I imagine the amazing photos of my in my gown at the AKV (so exotic) and the fun shots we'll get at the boardwalk (i really love the ones in the photobooth) and just how beautiful it'll be with just adam and I.

But then on days like today, i got up and for whatever reason this feeling of just certain doom came over me. I started thinking about whose going to watch my doggies, what if something happens like a random hurricane, what if my dress gets lost in the mail, what if i decide to invite my mom and she ruins my day?

Normally i let all of this get to me but i actually was able to calm myself down and get back into that excited state. I reminded myself that all the things i was worrying about was stuff that i would still be worrying about even if i had the wedding here. so yay for anxiety damage control!
Hopefully i'll get my wedding stuff i ordered online today and i know that'll get me in a wicked psyched mood!