basketlacey
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Well today is kind of a milestone.... 3 whole weeks since surgery (seems like it's been longer though) AND 1 month since this all began.....Right about NOW... lol 1 month ago I was calling housekeeping. It's absolutely crazy how time works. It seems like it was years ago that all of that happened and yet time flew by?! Cassidy is doing wonderful. She's gained 4ish pounds since leaving the hospital. She's running around like absolutely nothing happened. The big test will be a week from today - she will have her MRI to tell us what's going on INSIDE that little belly of hers. I have high hopes, however. That's all I can have. Emotions are starting to bubble to the surface now. It's really amazing how many emotions one person can have at once. Relief, fear, hope, joy, frustration, sadness, terror, and peace. ALL AT ONCE! lol This is what happens sometimes when I watch her sleep. In other news, you may have noticed my ticker. Yay! I think. lol I'm still not sure how to feel. Part of me feels ridiculously selfish - like we don't deserve to go to Disney - we got our miracle - Cassidy is well. Part of me can't wait! Part of me is worried that it's the right thing to do financially - my eyes have been opened as to how quickly things can change. Part of me is worried what other people will think. BUT. Bottom line is that we discussed it and it's really important to our family to finish our trip. Those 12 days we spend in September at Disney aren't just 12 days at some amusement park. Those days are the days where the 5 of us remember why we love each other so gosh darn much. (At home sometimes it's easier to forget) They are the days where we all smile till our face hurts and we put away our laptops and email. We eat too much ice cream and then eat some more. It's where we take all of the pictures that we will pull out someday and look at and be so glad we took them. It's where Daddy takes his little girls out to dinner in a castle and where the boy and I go on dates and share a sundae and a movie on the beach. It's where the girls and I will have Afternoon Tea in our best clothes, while the boys eat chili dogs. It's where I don't have anything to do BUT listen and talk and enjoy. It's the place where I'm the mom I want to be all the time, but sometimes the stress of life gets in the way. It's the place that we are a family the best. So on January the 23rd (a little nervous - DH and I went January 2000 this same time and it was a ghost town, but I know that's not the case anymore) we will be heading down on our unused SW tickets and staying at the Cabins at Fort Wilderness. We've stayed there 1 night last trip and really liked it. We're going to Tea, getting silhouettes done, taking a MILLION pictures, having "make-up" birthday breakfast in the castle, and a lot of other amazing things. So I leave you with my answer to all of the people that I am too afraid to tell that we are going back AGAIN. (and then again in September for our annual....lol) Have I gone Mad? I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret.... All the best people are.
First of all, I am so glad Cassidy is doing well. I will pray for more good news next week at your follow up. Second of all, I am soooo glad you are going back in January. Your post above summarizes my feelings exactly. I hope you make some really great memories to help ease the sting from Seotember!