A Bittersweet Return... Winkler's TR ~ Many Pics! Our time is over!

[LindaBabe]

Alicia, I am SO sorry. You and your family will be in my prayers. Don't give up the ship. The power of the universe has a plan for you and it will unfold in it's own good time. Hang tough.

 

[aksunshine]

Thanks everyone. Your stories are encouragement and your well wishes and prayers a blessing. It means a lot that so many people are out there thinking of us in our time of grief.

 

[Dylan_&_Blake's_mom]

Oh ALicia~

I'm so sorry. I don't know what to say except that I am praying for you, I hope that God will give you peace.

 

[starrzone]

I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your baby. Take time to hug each other and just spend some time together as a family. We're thinking of you.

 

[SlightlyGoofy]

Alicia, I am heartbroken to hear of your loss and ,to make it worse, the treatment you received.

I had been so happy to see how well you and your family looked in September.

I know you will rise above all this in time and I hope that life gives you a break. I wish it were in my power to grant it.

Hugs, Linda/SG

 

[teresajoy]

Here I am a week and a half later and still bleeding, the contractions stopped Sunday, so hopefully everything else will slow down too.

IF I decide to try again, we have to wait 3- 6 mo. (although, I've heard 6- 12 too). I just am so afraid of something else happening, I'm not sure I can go through anything else. I honestly believe my sanity hinges on it.

Thanks for listening everyone. I'll try to finish my TR soon.

Again, I'm so sorry. It hurts so badly to lose a baby. I think about my Quinn and Gavin everyday. Remember to grieve however you need to. Don't let anyone tell you you are "doing it wrong". Some people just don't get it. I still think about Quinn and Gavin everyday.

After I had Quinn (at 20 weeks) I I bled quite awhile, I think it was about a month. I didn't bleed quite as long with Gavin,about two weeks or so, I lost him at 11 weeks.

 

[Cara]

Hello, Alicia. You don't know me. I have been away from the boards for quite some time. I just started reading some trip reports, as I am in the early planning stages for a trip.

I have read every word of your trip report today. I am so sorry to hear about the tragedy you have endured. I know your heart must just be broken. Infant loss is very close to my heart right now. Just two months ago, my dear friend's baby girl died at one day of age from a rare heart defect. As they carried her, they knew she probably would not live. They loved her so well for the time she was in the womb and for the time she was on this earth. I am walking with my friend through this valley, and I know how very dark it can seem.

I have stopped and prayed for you several times today as I read. I want you to know that my prayers will continue. May God hold you tenderly in the very palm of His hand.

 

[MousekaMaddi]

Dear Alicia
Our hearts are with you all, Im crying with all of the pain your family has been through but I know great things are ahead, keep the faith my friend.
Be well Alicia.
fondly
Karen and family

 

[princess&her4princes]

Here I am a week and a half later and still bleeding, the contractions stopped Sunday, so hopefully everything else will slow down too.

IF I decide to try again, we have to wait 3- 6 mo. (although, I've heard 6- 12 too). I just am so afraid of something else happening, I'm not sure I can go through anything else. I honestly believe my sanity hinges on it.

Thanks for listening everyone. I'll try to finish my TR soon.

 

[aksunshine]

Thanks so much everyone. I wnt a baby so bad, I guess after 3 losses I'm really realizing just how badly.

Those with personal experience, thank you so much for sharing your stories. I can't begin to explain how my thought process has changed since hearing them.

 

[sunnyday123]

we're here for you.

 

[thunderbird1]

Thanks so much everyone. I wnt a baby so bad, I guess after 3 losses I'm really realizing just how badly.

Those with personal experience, thank you so much for sharing your stories. I can't begin to explain how my thought process has changed since hearing them.

Oh, honey, I'm so, so sorry. I had 2 m/c in between my dd and ds, and the second was like yours--2d trimester, horrible contractions, etc. And while I knew I wanted another baby, I didn't realize how much I wanted one until I couldn't carry one. It was the most awful experience of my life. Good for you for taking care of yourself, and know that you have so many people here whose thoughts and prayers are with you.

 

[Tanya90210]

Alicia, My heart breaks for you and I keep you all in my prayers.

 

[mom_of_3_70737]

 

[princessjv]

Alicia- I think of you often. After so much pain, it saddens me that the pain continues for you and your family.

 

[MousekaMaddi]

thinking of u.
xoxo

 

[kaysmommie]

Alicia,
So sorry for your loss. It's just unbelievable that after losing Levi, your family has to go through more grief . Makes me very sad for you. You and your family will continue to be in thoughts and Prayers.

 

[flafan]

I found your report this morning and have read your entire story in one sitting. I will be praying for you and your family. I am not sure why there has to be so much pain but it will get better. You can tell you are strong.
I have a twelve year old daughter and lost our middle child when I was 5 months along. We tried for years to get pregnant. It was only when we stopped trying (my 40th bday) I got pregnant. He is now 5 year old.

Hang on please hang on. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

We will all be waiting when you are ready. thank you so much for sharing your story.

 

[aksunshine]

Just want you to know how much I appreciate your prayers.

 

[heath-and-javens-mom]

It was indeed so great to see you, even for just a few minutes.
Hope you are doing better.
Call me..we have to work out our WDW December trip details!!