A Bittersweet Return... Winkler's TR ~ Many Pics! Our time is over!

[The Moonk's Mom]

Alicia...I am so sorry. I haven't checked in the lately and am so sorry to see this news. Prayers for you and hugs

 

[jessica52877]

Alicia, I am sorry. I know you did not need this on top of everything else. Prayers for you and family.

 

[teresajoy]

Oh Alicia honey, I'm so sorry. I can't believe the clod of an OB laughed?? What? I'm so so very sorry this happened to you.
How far along were you?

 

[Tnkrbelle565]

So sorry. You and your family are in my prayers

 

[kimmylaj]

i'm so very sorry

 

[aksunshine]

Thank you everyone.

I was 15 weeks, but my OB said the baby had likely died around 12- 13 weeks. They said there was nothing I did or didn't do, but I can't help feel as if there is something wrong with me. I want a baby so bad, but I can't seem to keep one. I am taking anti- depressants, the pain is pretty much unbearable now, I've tried so hard to deal without medication before.

 

[aksunshine]

Here I am a week and a half later and still bleeding, the contractions stopped Sunday, so hopefully everything else will slow down too.

IF I decide to try again, we have to wait 3- 6 mo. (although, I've heard 6- 12 too). I just am so afraid of something else happening, I'm not sure I can go through anything else. I honestly believe my sanity hinges on it.

Thanks for listening everyone. I'll try to finish my TR soon.

 

[Adi12982]

Thanks for listening everyone. I'll try to finish my TR soon.

Please do not rush at all. Take your time and take care of yourself. We all understand and will be praying for you.

 

[kimbo0569]

Oh, Alicia, I am so sorry to hear about this. Prayers and thoughts going out to you and your family.

 

[annie1995]

Alicia, first off I am so very sorry. Many good thoughts and prayers coming your way right now. Love ya

 

[Twende]

Alicia,

I am so sorry to hear of the loss of this pregnancy! It had to be a terrible situation to try to be traveling in the middle of it all!

Take some time to grieve this loss and then get busy baby dancing again!

I have had more miscarriages than babies I have carried to term. To this day I grieve for the lost children. It is painful but I be darned if I was going to be beaten down and DH and I continued to try. We did finally end up with 3 biological children.

Please do not give up and sink into the very welcoming hole of despair! Fight your way out and back to your family. You are one strong lady and you can survive this!

 

[GiGiJoeysMom]

Alicia,

I am so sorry, my heart is breaking for you.

 

[northriver]

(((((Alicia)))))

I too have had more miscarriages than living children. Eventually, you do get through it, but those due dates of my babies that didn't make are still hard days, all these years later. My last miscarriage was around 13 weeks gestation, and after that I said I was done, after 3 yrs TTC and 3 m/c, I wasn't going to TTC anymore, couldn't take the emotional strain. 3 months later I was pregnant, now have a beautiful 3.5 yr old daughter as a result. Miracles really do happen.

Please know that you are in my prayers. I know you can get through this, and if the antidepressants helps, go ahead and use them!

 

[Dreamer & Wisher]

Alicia, I am so sorry for your loss. How heartbreaking for that doctor to laugh.

For you and your family. How are Matt and Isabella doing? I had a miscarriage a couple years ago and my daughter was so upset too. It is so hard for children to understand.

 

[tink's girls]

Alicia I am so sorry. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Lori

 

[mrsksomeday]

Alicia , I am so very sorry for your loss. I always have you and your family in my prayers.

 

[eyor44]

Alicia, I am very sorry for your loss. I had been wondering about you, but never this. Yes, you will greive, but then look into the eyes of your beautiful daughter. I'll be praying for you.

 

[Goofy22]

Alicia,

I am so sorry that this happened . Take your time and grieve and do whatever you have to so that you can get yourself through this. We will all be here waiting when you are ready to finish up.No one person or family should have to go through this. If you need us know that we are here even if just to listen! You are in our thoughts and prayers. If you need anything girl we are here.

 

[OneTreeHillAddict]

Alicia I am so sorry to hear this happened again. It happened to me too. I lost my first little boy @ 14 weeks. I thought I would die. Then I got pregnant again and bled the first few months. I was a nervous wreck the entire time. The with DD I was sent home to "miscarry" and bled for days. It was horrible. I thought for sure I had lost her. Turns out I did lose one (she was a twin) and a few eeks later things got better and now she's fine. Even with my youngest I had things happen. Don't give up. You are a wonderful mom and you will get your healthy baby soon. I just know it. I didn't follow Dr's orders after I lost my first. I was pregnant again within 3-4 weeks. Many family members have done the same. (And have had success with healthy babies.) Do it when you feel the time is right. You will know. Good luck girl! You're in my prayers.

 

[accountingbabe08]

Alicia,

You , Matt, and Isabella are in my prayers. I'm so sorry for your loss. Take your time with the trip report we will all be hear when you feel you can finish. We are all thinking about you