DD called later that night to see if everything was okay down here and when I told her what was going on - specifically about the dream - she reminded me of something I have often said to her in the past year - that the thing I miss most about my DH is "his hands".. Her take on it was that he was holding my hand to let me know that it was okay that I had signed the papers to sell the house and I'm going to be okay tomorrow, on the first anniversary, and every day after that..