I feel terrible that Im neglecting you guys!
Im stressing about packing because DBF hasnt even started yet and he has to be done and set by thursday.
DBFs sisters Fiance got his plane ticket and hes scheduled to leave Logan at
6:30pm! DBFs SIL (the master planner) looked up earleir flights (to fly standby) and theres one that leaves at 9:50a that arrives the same time as ours so that would be PERFECT if he could get on that flight.
Still not definate on A coming or not, as magic 8 ball would say "sources point to no". J has been really bummed about the whole situation and I feel terrible. At D's party, it was DBF&I and DBFs sister&her fiance, then J. He kept initiating conversation with me and I felt so bad because he would usually talk to A. Im worried about whats going to happen for the P&PP. J doesnt have a ticket and everyone else going does. I automatically was like OH ILL BUY IT because thats just how I am, hes been through some tough stuff this week and its in my nature to just fix stuff, but i cant afford it

i just want to give give give and help help help and when I cant i feel terrible
well thats the update for now, im picking up my friends camera to borrow on thursday so ill take pictures of Me and DBF and our luggage and other crrazy things! lol
