Gah, I hate looking back at old posts. I'm the stupidest person in the world, it shows in what I've said online, and it's archived on the Interwebs for the whole friggin' world to see. (Including the stalker that I know is out there, waiting, gathering the tiniest, most trivial pieces of information they can to find me, stalk me at work, stand outside my house every night-- just staring.) It makes me very nervous.