Amanda,
you not only! I go through my spurts BIG TIME!
When I get off the treadmill after 10 miles, I am so siked "LIKE I CAN TOTALLY DO THIS"! and I may wake up the morning asking myself "can I really do this? I think it may be more of a general fear of never being in a marathon period! The unknown. not knowing how it all works........the possible confusion of how its organized, etc. I know I have tried to squeeze out the tiniest of details from everyone on WISH who has been in a marathon to try and understand it all. BUt the good thing is that we have WISH. There are so many of us who are doing something like this for the first time.
On eof my fears is that all of my training has been on a treadmill which makes me go a certain speed for so long, I feel like I am winging it on pavement. BUt there are 2 things that I have heard on WISH that I am keeping in mind, one was that once your there actually IN the marathon the feeling will come and i will do it! The second was right here in this tread when Granny mentions the MAGIC of WDW. I go every year ( sometimes twice ) and as corny as it may sound to some when I am there a feeling does overcome me, that feeling of just being there and being part of it. I know that will set in and help me finish. You'll be fine, just remember we are all in the same boat. Many of us may not express it because we are trying to stay positive for the rest of us, but, your true feelings are the same feelings many of us are having so once again your not alone. I hope to meet you there ( are you going to the dinner?) most of all, I hope to see you at the finish line. You'll probably get there before I do! Goodluck! see ya when we get corraled!lol
renee