I'm glad you're telling yourself not to go to the store. I struggled with an addiction to drugs a few years back. It took having a heart attack at the age of 19 to make me realize that I was in trouble. I've been clean for almost 4 years, and it was the best decision I have ever made. Good luck, I know you can do it. Take it one day at a time, and treat yourself! Have some pudding or ice cream, maybe bake a cake!