I've been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn't see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I'm coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin' my world start to turn
And I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
Holding onto things and vanished
Them to the air
Left me in pieces
But now I'm rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart
And I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
And I'm out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I'm keeping my feet on the ground
My arms open wide
My face to the sun
And I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.
Life
Time of my life
Time of my life
it'd take up lots of space, so I won't post all of it. xD
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bruinsstar30 (7:31:39 PM): both of you could leave me
readergrl44 (7:31:58 PM): no we couldn't
bruinsstar30 (7:32:19 PM): if you saw that you needed to you could
readergrl44 (7:32:34 PM): but we don't need to
bruinsstar30 (7:32:43 PM): you do
bruinsstar30 (7:32:48 PM): youv even said it
bruinsstar30 (7:32:52 PM): not literally
bruinsstar30 (7:32:56 PM): but basically have
readergrl44 (7:33:06 PM): i don't want to leave you
bruinsstar30 (7:33:30 PM): but i hurt you all the time
bruinsstar30 (7:33:33 PM): its not worth it
readergrl44 (7:34:32 PM): i know you hurt me, that's established
readergrl44 (7:34:42 PM): and maybe it is worth it in the long run
bruinsstar30 (7:35:03 PM): how
readergrl44 (7:35:17 PM): i don't know yet. it's in the future
bruinsstar30 (7:35:44 PM): but why go through it
readergrl44 (7:35:53 PM): why not
bruinsstar30 (7:36:09 PM): why?
readergrl44 (7:36:23 PM): i thought we already established this
bruinsstar30 (7:36:47 PM): that doesnt really say anything
readergrl44 (7:36:53 PM): exactly
bruinsstar30 (7:37:08 PM): mhm
readergrl44 (7:37:25 PM): nope, not leaving. get that in your head.
bruinsstar30 (7:38:05 PM): nope not understanding
readergrl44 (7:38:17 PM): how can i possibly get you to understand
bruinsstar30 (7:38:55 PM): probably cant
readergrl44 (7:39:03 PM): then just trust me on this
bruinsstar30 (7:42:09 PM): iive been trusting you
bruinsstar30 (7:42:18 PM): and then you stabbed me in the back
readergrl44 (7:42:26 PM): wait, i what??????
bruinsstar30 (7:43:08 PM): you tried to get inbetween me and ellen
readergrl44 (7:43:24 PM): and i learned my lesson from that
bruinsstar30 (7:45:22 PM): i dont know if you did
readergrl44 (7:45:31 PM): yes. i did.
bruinsstar30 (7:46:02 PM): what did you learn?
readergrl44 (7:46:11 PM): when to back off
bruinsstar30 (7:47:09 PM): yeah right
readergrl44 (7:47:20 PM): oh so now you don't believe me
bruinsstar30 (7:48:09 PM): you still want to get in
readergrl44 (7:48:28 PM): no. i don't. not anymore i don't.
bruinsstar30 (7:48:39 PM): not anymore?
readergrl44 (7:48:43 PM): not anymore
bruinsstar30 (7:48:56 PM): basically saying you did before
readergrl44 (7:49:06 PM): out of my own *****y selfish needs, yes
bruinsstar30 (7:49:23 PM): thats so not cool on so many levels
readergrl44 (7:49:40 PM): no ****
bruinsstar30 (7:49:59 PM): why would you even want to do that?
readergrl44 (7:50:15 PM): i don't even ****ing know anymore
bruinsstar30 (7:50:26 PM): well know
readergrl44 (7:50:34 PM): i can't make myself know
bruinsstar30 (7:50:46 PM): you had to know why you were doing it
bruinsstar30 (7:50:58 PM): someone just doesnt do that without a reason
readergrl44 (7:51:23 PM): jealousy
bruinsstar30 (7:51:32 PM): ??
readergrl44 (7:51:43 PM): jealousy
bruinsstar30 (7:52:04 PM): what the hell would you be jealous about
readergrl44 (7:53:29 PM): ellen
bruinsstar30 (7:54:15 PM): ??
readergrl44 (7:54:20 PM): i'm jealous of ellen
bruinsstar30 (7:54:31 PM): why?
readergrl44 (7:54:57 PM): she's so much of a better person than i
bruinsstar30 (7:55:19 PM): not necessarily
readergrl44 (7:55:30 PM): in some ways, yes
bruinsstar30 (7:56:07 PM): the only thing that me and her have on most people is that we put others before us
readergrl44 (7:56:39 PM): exactly. she never thinks of herself
bruinsstar30 (7:57:13 PM): yeah so
readergrl44 (7:57:29 PM): so i wish i could be her sometimes ok
bruinsstar30 (7:57:47 PM): trust me, no you dont
readergrl44 (7:57:55 PM): exactly what she said
bruinsstar30 (7:58:06 PM): its true
bruinsstar30 (7:58:20 PM): this is not something that anyone can do
bruinsstar30 (7:58:28 PM): we were hell bidden to do this
readergrl44 (7:58:58 PM): she's better than me academically and athletically
bruinsstar30 (7:59:23 PM): she actually struggles a little more academically than you think
bruinsstar30 (7:59:32 PM): and she's athletic cause you couldnt be
readergrl44 (7:59:47 PM): oh so because i couldn't be athletic she HAD to be?
bruinsstar30 (7:59:59 PM): you know what i mean
readergrl44 (8:00:26 PM): no. i don't know.
bruinsstar30 (8:00:41 PM): she could be and chose to be
bruinsstar30 (8:00:50 PM): she even has her downs in that too
bruinsstar30 (8:00:59 PM): you couldnt do it cause of your condition
bruinsstar30 (8:01:03 PM): so you didnt have a chance
readergrl44 (8:01:07 PM): please don't mention my condition
readergrl44 (8:01:08 PM): ever
readergrl44 (8:01:11 PM): please don't
bruinsstar30 (8:01:23 PM): im not lieing though
readergrl44 (8:01:30 PM): don't. talk about it. to me.
bruinsstar30 (8:01:43 PM): you cant avoid it
readergrl44 (8:02:19 PM): i can avoid thinking about it. do you think i like thinking that i'm sick? that there's no cure whatsoever for me? that i'm limited in things?
bruinsstar30 (8:02:40 PM): you think i dont know what your talking about?
bruinsstar30 (8:03:02 PM): maybe not literally in your case, but i have my own problems that taunt me everyday
bruinsstar30 (8:04:24 PM): im cursed and your sick
readergrl44 (8:04:36 PM): don't. talk to me about it. ever.
bruinsstar30 (8:04:53 PM): dont ever talk to me about who i am then
readergrl44 (8:05:01 PM): fine
bruinsstar30 (8:05:24 PM): you dont want to hear it, then its only fair
readergrl44 (8:05:38 PM): yes
bruinsstar30 (8:05:46 PM): mhm
readergrl44 (8:06:02 PM): still think i'm leaving?
bruinsstar30 (8:06:41 PM): still thinking i dont know why you stay
bruinsstar30 (8:06:45 PM): if im such a dick
readergrl44 (8:07:01 PM): have i ever called you that? no