AliceinHalloweentown
<font color=blue>Leader of the WDI Cult<br><font c
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- Sep 6, 2008
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Thought of somemore
My artistic abilities
My writing abilities
My artistic abilities
My writing abilities
a l o t .
redness on my skin
baby hairs that stick all over the place
feet/toes , i hate feet & toes in general!
worried that i am wearing too much make-up, but afraid that i will look disgusting without it
my weight
how big my eyes are
finger nails
NOSE NOSE NOSE
and stuff that i worry about randomly
Everything.
I have horrible self esteem and very low self confidence.
I'm super self conscious on:
-My weight
-My arms
-My thighs
-My hair
-My eyebrows
-My feet
-My face
My weight - I'm use to being the "skinny girl" these last few months, I've gained like 10 pounds mainly in my butt/thighs/tummy even though I KNOW I'm not huge, I still feel like it. Especially around other girls.
My hair - I have black/curly/thick hair.. Guys are always going for the blonde girls. Garrett's always telling me that he loves my dark hair, cause it makes me different from all the girls around here that has blonde/short/straight hair.. and that he'd kill me if I ever dyed it even a shade lighter..
My skin tone - I've always been kinda pale. I don't tan easily..
Oh and my eye brows - a few months ago someone was waxing them and obvi wasn't paying attention and did the top part.. they look fine but you can kinda see above them where it looks like i shaved it. :/ i wanted to kill them.
Everything I look at myself I compare me to every girl I know.. I always seem like the ugliest one in my eyes.
Whenever I'm somewhere with Garrett, if I see a pretty girl I feel like I have to get closer to him to show them not to even come by him.. cause I'm scared of him going to some blonde hair/blue eyes/skinny girl.
I know he won't. I've just always been self conscious..
My weight - I'm use to being the "skinny girl" these last few months, I've gained like 10 pounds mainly in my butt/thighs/tummy even though I KNOW I'm not huge, I still feel like it. Especially around other girls.
My hair - I have black/curly/thick hair.. Guys are always going for the blonde girls. Garrett's always telling me that he loves my dark hair, cause it makes me different from all the girls around here that has blonde/short/straight hair.. and that he'd kill me if I ever dyed it even a shade lighter..
My skin tone - I've always been kinda pale. I don't tan easily..
Oh and my eye brows - a few months ago someone was waxing them and obvi wasn't paying attention and did the top part.. they look fine but you can kinda see above them where it looks like i shaved it. :/ i wanted to kill them.
Everything I look at myself I compare me to every girl I know.. I always seem like the ugliest one in my eyes.
Whenever I'm somewhere with Garrett, if I see a pretty girl I feel like I have to get closer to him to show them not to even come by him.. cause I'm scared of him going to some blonde hair/blue eyes/skinny girl.
I know he won't. I've just always been self conscious..
My skin (I don't have perfect skin, but who does. But I feel like people stare at my chin a lot because that's where something I get acne)
My teeth (They aren't like perfectly white and I ran out of Crest Whitestrips for like the past month so I've been really self conscious about them.)
The way my shirts fit(Sometimes I wear vneck t shirts and I'm always afraid I have major cleavage so I wear like a tank top under them but I'm always pulling the tank top up because I'm afraid I have major cleavage)
My skin color ( I'm really pale and I don't tan, not even in the summer. I just freckle and burn. It's awful and people are always like "you must stay inside all day" and that makes me feel so self conscious because I dont want people to think during the summer I stay in all day. I just want to say, "I really do go outside!! I just dont get dark!!")
My weight (I'm defiantly not the skinnest girl out there. I need to lose a good 30 pounds. All of my friends are a lot skinnier than me and they all like share clothes and stuff and I never can. I've been exercising a lot to try to get healthier but I'm still self conscious)