KingdomKey
Earning My Ears
- Joined
- Feb 27, 2013
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- 3
Welp. After getting through the initial application (and subsequently freaking out) I seem to have failed the WBI. Just like that, my hopes are dashed.
I mean, all I did was try to answer honestly. I get told a lot how reliable I am at work and my boss at my last job told me I was pretty much the best guy she had on the retail team. And Im looking around the net and apparently I failed because I wasnt confident or consistent with my answers which is true, I suppose. I tend to second-guess myself a lot and Im generally not a confident guy at my core, as much as I would appear otherwise to people. I was hoping that being in that new environment, meeting new people and having those chances to succeed would help me grow as a person.
The one thing I get excited about in forever and it turns out to be a train wreck. Someone please console me, criticize me, tell me what I did wrong, anything. I feel so utterly crushed right now.
I mean, all I did was try to answer honestly. I get told a lot how reliable I am at work and my boss at my last job told me I was pretty much the best guy she had on the retail team. And Im looking around the net and apparently I failed because I wasnt confident or consistent with my answers which is true, I suppose. I tend to second-guess myself a lot and Im generally not a confident guy at my core, as much as I would appear otherwise to people. I was hoping that being in that new environment, meeting new people and having those chances to succeed would help me grow as a person.
The one thing I get excited about in forever and it turns out to be a train wreck. Someone please console me, criticize me, tell me what I did wrong, anything. I feel so utterly crushed right now.
You're right, at least these next 6 months will give me time to get some stuff settled with college, and it gives me another of my church's Christmas Pageants to put under my belt! Plus I'll be more prepared for the interview next time...It's just that the sudden rejection was pretty jarring, especially after I got that email telling me my application was accepted. The thought that I might fail again is frightening too...I don't know if I could take all that preparation leading up to another failure message at the end of the WBI.