I have been coming on this board for 12 yrs now. I never registered and never posted before. I also have been following this with great interest. I am sorry that some poeple have holier then thou attitudes. They must have some pretty negitive people in their lives to think someone would make something of this up. You explained yourself and you apologized numerous of times from what I see. My heart broke for you when I read your post. Im happy you have supportive family you are turning to. Dont let some of the people here get you down. You have received some wonderful
advise from people. Please follow it. Im sure some spoke from experience. I have never been in a situation like this so I cant give alot of
advise from experience. I do know the hurt will not go away anytime soon. He is not the person you fell in love with. He never was. Im am so sorry you are going through this. You are in my prayers.