Thank you for this! You wrote that very well and it helped a lot!
Honestly the biggest thing holding us back from moving out is the fact that I'm crazy and feel like I need to pay my loans off to feel secure. I've been trying to pay at least one of them off so that I only have one left over. And also the fact that he really does need a car. Technically we probably could rent a place, but it would mean that I would be paying the minimum on my loans and basically not putting anything into savings each month.
But with this whole problem, it is definitely seeming like it would be worth it!!!
So this is where I see the problem is.
I need financial security in my life. Its a huge need for me - and I'm an emotional wreck without it. If you are like me, and you marry someone who spends without thinking, this WILL send your marriage into the toilet.
I don't let my husband spend $40k on a car, and we make well into six figures a year between us, with almost no debt (a $300 a month mortgage - with the principal invested in the market) and college paid for. My own car wasn't $15k.
I would sit him down and talk about your long term goals in life - do you want kids (EXPENSIVE!), a house, vacations? Do you want to have to work until you are 68, or would you like to be able to ease back (I'm 50 and semi-retired). Get him to understand that money spent today isn't available tomorrow when the kids need $2000 for a band trip - and that a $300 a month car payment is a lot to be looking at when you are trying to afford diapers. Or $20,000 for college. I used to explain cars in terms of years of college for our kids...That's a two years worth of college car.....Kids are a big thing - if he takes out a $40k truck loan at your ages, your chances of him still having that loan when you have kids is pretty high - or having to delay kids because you can't afford them - and delaying kids because your husband hasn't grown up is another thing I've seen take a toll on a marriage.
Talk about financial security - I'm a worrier - will I have money if the house needs a new furnace? If the dog needs surgery? If my husband is out of work for six months? Life will throw you those curveballs - and if you are in the hole to start with, they won't be easy to manage. You know that because you have savings. Early in our marriage we had fertility treatments followed by an adoption - my son is 18, so it was long ago - but that little excursion set us back $30k way back then.
I've watched a lot of marriages end due to money - it was a factor in my first marriage. And it took me five years to dig out of the hole he created. If you are anxious now about the debt you have, imagine that he walks out in five years, leaving you paying down his debt for another five or ten years.
He CAN change - my husband was paying down a bankruptcy when we moved in together. But he had already started to change - the bankruptcy taught him a few things - and we had the good fortune to end up making a lot of money so he hasn't felt cheated by a budget that includes college savings. And while his mom isn't someone with a ton of financial sense - she raised him without a lot of money - he wasn't used to cars being bought new, or clothes bought for full price from the stores in the mall - so he started out fairly frugal.
My brother in law married a woman with no financial sense and it didn't work out well. He ended up with a bankruptcy, his house was nearly foreclosed on (we bailed him out), and he left the marriage after five years with $70k in his half of their debt. Now, like my husband, he wasn't raised with a lot of financial knowledge, so he didn't have the tool set ready to teach her - but she was also resistant to change.
The truck should be a good indication on how willing he is to change - if he buys something used - as you said he needs a car - for a reasonable amount of money, he's listening to you. If he sells the bike to help pay for it, that's even better (a motorcycle on a loan makes me cringe to start with). If he listens to your concerns and buys a $40k truck, I'll lay odds on divorce within three years if you marry him.