6I guess what I am saying and the OP probably feels is that there is a feeling of ending when we feel we are too young to be having "endings". Some of my 40 something year old friends are just having babies now.
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yep that's it. Several of my friends are just starting their families and the rest have houses full of kids, including my sisters who are close to my age. So it feels odd. Also, I"m a project type of person. For awhile my kids were my project, sort of. Now I need a new one. I have a couple. I'm working on starting a business and dh and I are buying a sail boat and learning to sail. Can't wait. Just sometimes I see my kids and miss that. My one son is seriously in love for the first time and I'm so happy for him but it got me thinking about all the first that are gone, first love, marriage, first child, etc.
