Good morning.
I am barely functioning today. DS's school has had a stomach bug circulating for the past two weeks. He finally brought it home to us for the long weekend

He was sick Friday/Saturday, then I got it Monday and DD got it Tuesday. Dx came and got DS and brought him to school yesterday. I couldn't even make it down the stairs, let alone drive. DD and I laid in bed all day, dying of thirst but neither of us could make it down the stairs. When Dx brought DS home he brought us up juice and popsicles. What a day!
I brought my gym bag with me today but if I go at all it will be for a slow walk on the treadmill. I am still very weak.
Sharon: I think Teresa answered your question much better than I could right now. I have been eating all my APs and my flex for the past few weeks. My weightloss has slowed way down. I'm not happy with myself at all. If this journey was just about exercise I'd have it beat, but alas, the stupid food matters, too. My intention (as it has been for weeks now) is to eat about half my APs and not use my flex.
Teresa: You're off to a great start! With all your other training, you'll be picking up speed and endurance in a flash. I look forward to hearing your progress
Tara: Thanks! I guess we are not alone with the pizza self-talk!!!! Unfortunately, I don't think any of it will go away at goal

I think we just get stronger with our inner voices
Beth: Hi! Yes I believe this will be a life-long struggle for me, too. I can remember waaaayyyyyy back in my 20s coming to the realization that even if I lose all my excess weight, I will never be a *thin* person. I know I will always be counting and planning and battling inside my head, no matter what size my body is.
But, after this weekend, I am very grateful for my health

so I'll stop complaining about my 'inner voices'!!!!
Sunny