I sure am sorry to hear about the loss of this young woman. I will keep her and her family in my thoughts and hopes. There are crisis hot lines in one's community, and elsewhere as well. All that it takes is one phone call, and it can make a difference between night and day. Before a situation may go that route, there is nothing wrong either,with speaking with a school counselor, or a much trusted teacher, not to mention ones parents or guardians to begin with. Once the decision to end ones life is made, that is it. There is no turning back. Not to mention, that one can end up being in worse shape,if the attempt fails. It is not a good story to tell. What is good is when a person can talk to someone, that really can assist in dealing with ones inner demons. When I was as young as 12, I began to have these types of thoughts, and over the years as well. As one can see, I am still here. Dealing with the business of life, or at least, still attempting to do so. I continue to decide not to take the easy route. It would be too easy for my critics, to say oh, see I can understand her doing that (for various reasons of imperfections and frustrations) so I will not allow those people to win, when it comes to their negative thoughts and behavior otherwise toward me.
