Oh my...I am behind again. I am going to report in happily tonight because my running got better. Before I get to that though, I will make all my replies first...
Jane - Yep, I totally had a block going and it was horrible for a couple of weeks. The only good thing is that I think it is gone now and I hope it stays gone!
How is your Galloway group going? I think running with a group would be motivating. DH and I are considering doing some running with the group that runs in our city. How fun to be running and know that you are training for the Wine-n-Dine! I would love to be able to do more Disney races but I would have to get another job to support that habit!
James - I took your advice and slowed down. It was the best thing that I could do. I think some of my problem was also just the fear of this 1/2 marathon coming up. However, I have come to realize that I can do this and you are right...the medal around my neck with be totally worth it!
The pollen count here has really been horrible at times. I have had good days and bad days with my cough and breathing. Hope you are still taking care of your breathing situation and continue to feel better!
Tiffany - Can't wait to hear about your race! I am sure that you did great because you were so well prepared! Too funny...I see that you are posting as I write this so I can't wait to read what you have to say about it.
Your advice about just putting on my clothes and not thinking about it is so true. I also keep trying to think about what race I will be signing up for after the 1/2 because I know that I will stop running if there is not another race on my calendar.
Jen - I agree that seeing your numbers can be inspiring. That's why I also keep track. (Of course, I'm not inspiring anyone right now...

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I'm sorry you're having such a rough time of it lately. But that's great that you got right back in a good frame of mind before too long! First of all, stop comparing yourself to your husband! You two are completely different sizes with different builds and abilities. Remember all that
you have accomplished.
Have you considered doing some walking, speed or just fitness? It doesn't have to be all the time, but when your allergies and shins are bothering you, it's a way for you to still be moving and getting in your mileage but without the extra stress on your lungs and legs. Plus, as you get faster and better, it will boost your endurance and your confidence!
It can be hard to fit in the long runs (I know it took me forever to do the 10 and 11 milers before my race, especially cuz I walked them). But just do what you can. Any bit of training will help prepare you for the big day. Even if you end up walking the entire half, you will still have completed it! Whatever you do, don't push yourself so hard that you just give up. Maybe slowing down a little is just what you need to get your groove back.
Andrea - Thanks for all the advice. I did do a lot of reading, researching and soul searching about my running after that absolutely horrible night. I have also just accepted that there are probably going to be more absolutely horrible nights in my running career.

DH also said the same thing...even if we have to walk the whole half...at least we will have done a half. It is great to be able to come here and hear what everyone thinks and get the encouragement and advice I need to get myself back out there.
Pat - I hope you have a great vacation! I laughed so hard when I read your comment about your trainer...this is part of what scares me about looking into a trainer - I don't want to be tortured!
AFM - Well, I should first say that I am out of the running funk. DH and I had a really long talk about running together. It is really important to him to keep running with me and so we are going to work on something that will work for both of us and that means slowing down again.
On Thursday we went out and ran 5.8 miles and kept a pace of 10:48. It was such a wonderful run. I always really struggle the first mile as we get going and things begin to improve throughout the 2nd mile. By the time I get past that point, I am running good. We only had an hour (we were running while DD was at dance), but if time would have allowed, I would have gone further. DH was true to his word, he ran my pace and he even said it went well.
On Saturday we went out for our long run to see what we could do. We ran 8.8 miles and kept a pace of 11:40. It was much slower because we ran 4 miles, then walked 1 mile (briskly), then ran 3 miles then walked .8 (again briskly). I know that we will not be able to run the entire half that we have coming up so we wanted to incorporate some walking into our run to see what happens to our time. The conditions were not great - we had bad wind, a bit of rain, a bit of snow, and pelting sleet! Despite it all, we felt really good when we were done. Exhausted but good. We were pleased that we did not feel out of breath really (there were some bad hills that were a bit of a challenge), but both talked about how parts of our bodies felt tired. My knees hurt a bit and DH calves were sore.
Our goal for this week is to run 3-4 on Monday, 2-3 on Wednesday, 6 on Thursday and then 10 over the weekend. It could be a challenge because our weather is predicted to be really gross this week.
Alright, I feel like I wrote a book to you all but I wanted to really say thank you to everyone for the support and advice and let you know I am back at it.

Hope all the moms are having a great day and that everyone has a good week!
Jen