Hey y'all, I knew this was coming, I've been crying all afternoon. I'm sure what I'm feeling is normal but I sure could use some reassurance. I've been "Kyle's Mom" for twenty years and that's who I am and what I do. I'm not sure what I will do when he's gone, I feel like my job is done and I have nothing else. I know this sounds depressing, I'm really sorry for babbling on about this.

The Dr thinks that Buddy has a kidney stone. He needs to go for some bloodwork tomorrow, an Xray on Thursday and back to her on Monday
I hope not. I have heard they are very painful for men, especially. Poor Buddy.Hey y'all, I knew this was coming, I've been crying all afternoon. I'm sure what I'm feeling is normal but I sure could use some reassurance. I've been "Kyle's Mom" for twenty years and that's who I am and what I do. I'm not sure what I will do when he's gone, I feel like my job is done and I have nothing else. I know this sounds depressing, I'm really sorry for babbling on about this.
The Dr thinks that Buddy has a kidney stone. He needs to go for some bloodwork tomorrow, an Xray on Thursday and back to her on Monday

with Garden Grocer...maybe I'll hit $200 so I get free delivery!!! I already have many things in mhy cart over there...I had never heard of the formula sticks but I think I am going to go the premade 8 oz bottle route...this way no mixing. 
. I guess dinner will be burgers on the grill!Please forgive me for not responding to everything...I was not feeling well last night. Not sure if over tired or thyroid stuff. Then while I was making dinner I broke the stove . I guess dinner will be burgers on the grill!
Sorry your not feeling the best.
I can only imagine how you are feeling. I know how I am now and emma is "only" starting kindergarten. I'll be a basket case when they leave for school. We're here for you, if only for a distraction
to all!
Iam a little teary but it is good, YKWIM? 
Kat, I don't understand yet but I know what a great job you did with Kyle.
Like I've been telling my Mom (when she can talk about it) you will always be my Mom & you made me who I am no matter where we are we're always together. I'm sure Kyle feels the same way. Only child & Mom's have a very special bond.
This is incredible that this is posted right now.....last night Kyle saw me crying and we talked a bit, he said "Mom, you are the reason I'm going to LSU. I remember hating when you made me study for exams all weekend long, but now I understand. I remember hating when you grounded me all weekend long, but now I understand. You are the reason I am what I am and I love you. You don't get to not be my Mom, ever." OK, I'm bawling again....
Hey y'all, I knew this was coming, I've been crying all afternoon. I'm sure what I'm feeling is normal but I sure could use some reassurance. I've been "Kyle's Mom" for twenty years and that's who I am and what I do. I'm not sure what I will do when he's gone, I feel like my job is done and I have nothing else. I know this sounds depressing, I'm really sorry for babbling on about this.
The Dr thinks that Buddy has a kidney stone. He needs to go for some bloodwork tomorrow, an Xray on Thursday and back to her on Monday
I think I might have them again so I am drinking and drinking until I slosh.
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I sure you aren't passing a stone either. Feel better real quick.
The concert last night was so fun, they sounded great & it was a great night to be outside. Dinner was ice cold beer & a hot pretzel.
There was a lady at the concert who noticed my necklace & asked if it had a special meaning. Greg gave it to me for our anniversary, it's a Tiffany key that symbolizes the key to his heart & another smaller Tiffany key with a enamel heart top as the heart to our baby.....the lady gave me a wonderful hug, told us what a blessing we were going to have, said she wished us many blessings & started to cry. I was so touched.......
bbl.....
Oh how I wish I could have been there at that concert with you. How exciting! Your story is so sweet. That hubby of yours is the best. You are one lucky girl.
WFDT ~ Oh the dog days of summer. I love this time of the year.
We are having a garden dinner tonight. Grilled veggies - summer squash, zuccini and yellow squash, sliced tomatoes, cucumbers in 2 different sauces, sweet corn and maybe a chicken pattie. I love these kinds of meals.
Thanks for the Birthday wishes for Doug. He had a good and fun day.
Make it a great day everyone
Please forgive me for not responding to everything...I was not feeling well last night. Not sure if over tired or thyroid stuff. Then while I was making dinner I broke the stove. I guess dinner will be burgers on the grill!
Have a great day all!

There was a lady at the concert who noticed my necklace & asked if it had a special meaning. Greg gave it to me for our anniversary, it's a Tiffany key that symbolizes the key to his heart & another smaller Tiffany key with a enamel heart top as the heart to our baby.....the lady gave me a wonderful hug, told us what a blessing we were going to have, said she wished us many blessings & started to cry. I was so touched.......
bbl.....

Here is another day for anyone interested:
AHA I was vindicated.
This was such a long week for only 3 days. 
There was a lady at the concert who noticed my necklace & asked if it had a special meaning. Greg gave it to me for our anniversary, it's a Tiffany key that symbolizes the key to his heart & another smaller Tiffany key with a enamel heart top as the heart to our baby.....the lady gave me a wonderful hug, told us what a blessing we were going to have, said she wished us many blessings & started to cry. I was so touched.......
bbl.....
