Edit to say: holy crap, that was a lot longer than anticipated...
Veteran's Marathon Recap
Thank you to
@DopeyBadger for his plan and training advice!
Today was my marathon for 2019 (I like to think I can do one every year)! It's a small local race on the trail that I almost exclusively train. And it's put on by my local running club, so when I'm able (i.e. in town and not pregnant or have an infant), I run it. I think I've made 4 of the 7 years - two times running the half and two times running the full).
It was a cool 37ish degrees at the start, and I dressed fairly appropriately in shorts, long-sleeve, gloves, and headband. Well, the gloves and headband were off in the first two miles - no biggie, I just tuck them in my fuel belt.
It is an out-and-back course on a rails-to-trails trail. The first thing is that it is uphill until the turn-around (a climb of about 300 feet, so not terrible, but definitely there). The second thing is that there is no crowd support - you have the water stops (about every 3 miles) and they say "great job" and you have about 15 people at the two road crossings/relay exchange points and the finish, but that's it.
But - I was a happy bee-bopper. I was determined to have a good attitude throughout the marathon - I can control most shorter races, but the marathon is a different beast. I gave up predicting anything about it a long time ago!
I did well the first half - averaging about 9:18-ish/mile. My HR read high (it said "No Zone" the whole time - it must have been so high that I was dead

), but I think it was cadence lock. I think my HR was really 20 beats lower - I was still talking (to myself) and feeling good. The first half, I wished I had worn a t-shirt.
Before I hit the turnaround, the people on the way back seemed glum. I figured out why. The wind that I had anticipated being at my back was instead full in my face. It was probably 10-15 mph gusts every 2-3 minutes.
However, my spirits were not deterred! I did slow down slightly (9:40-ish) once I hit the wind, but I was good. I was glad I wore a long-sleeve then.
Mile 18.5 brought the interesting feeling that my legs were wearing capris and not shorts. I think the wind made them numb. That was an interesting mile!
I continued to slow down into the 10:xx, but I was still happy.
My ultimate two goals were 1. Be relaxed and don't stress about time. 2. Don't walk. My other marathons usually have many walking periods after mile 20.
My water bottle was almost empty, so I decided to walk the three remaining aid stations (I didn't want to fill it back up). At mile 19.5-ish, I walked while I drank the water and then started again. At mile 22, I drank water and grabbed some pretzels. At mile 24, I did the same.
So, while I did walk, I don't count it.

It wasn't walking because my legs were tired and I didn't want to run. Or because I hurt and was depressed and didn't want to run. I walked to drink and recuperate for less than .1 miles. Those miles were 11:00-12:00 because of the walking.
While my ultimate goal had been low 4:00s - I was not stressed when that slipped through my fingers. I remained upbeat and plodded on toward the finish line. I stepped on the gas with the goal of breaking 4:20 and saw that I could almost break 4:19 as I ran as fast as my legs would waddle toward the finish (alright, I think I actually did hit low-9:00s for that .2 miles).
Alas, I forgot to look at the board (no, it's not chip timed - they rip the bottom part of your bib off and mark your time on it! gasp!) for my final time, and the results haven't posted yet. (But seriously, almost all my races are like that - I live in a small town).
I stopped my watch at 4:19:03, so we will see if I made sub-4:19 or not.
It's not sub-4:10, and it's not sub-4:00, but it's a 16-minute PR, and I was happy the whole time. It's amazing what a good mental attitude (and not really being focused on time) can do.
Then I came home, took a shower, ate a donut and drank chocolate milk, played with my kids, and did three loads of laundry.

Now for more tylenol!
I will say - I'm not hungry at all - I think I might cancel my Ohana dinner that I scheduled for after the marathon in January!