I had my doctor's apt this morning. I went a little worse than expected. I will admit, I almost cried in the appt. First, the good news. If I keep running this year and the tendon snaps the recovery and chances of fixing it are the same as they are now. So, I could technically run this year and do all my races if I wanted and then just have the surgery in the fall. I have a brace, which I put on before I got on the computer. There is no way I can run with this thing on but I can wear it all the other times to keep the ankle as strong as possible until surgery.
Now for the bad news. He is going to fix the tendon and then on the top part of my foot on the opposite side he has to take a chunk of the bone out and insert a screw. Apparently my ankle is twisted more then the average person, which is causing the tendon to break down. By doing the other part of the foot it will loosen the tendons that are causing my ankle to be more twisted and it should align my foot better and hopefully prevent the tendon from breaking down again because if it keeps happening it can't be fixed multiple times and it will put a stop to my running life. But, he said he can't guarantee I will be able to run again. I am hoping that is just that conservative crap to prevent being sued type talk but still stinks to here. Just when I finally found something I love to do to hear it might be gone was not fun. And he did say I may not be able to do the marathon distance anymore. I suppose that's fine, except that I won't get to ever do Boston. I'll still do Dopey though because you can walk that if needed.
The recovery will have me off my feet at least 3 weeks before moving to a walking boot for a few weeks. I can resume riding a bike after 2 months and attempt to try running again in 3 months. They will call me to schedule the surgery tomorrow but he said most likely the end of July. I didn't want to wait until the fall. I may need to move by then and doing it on crutches will be less than fun. Plus this way I get to be home for a month during the summer with the kids.
But, I get to run my upcoming 10k's and run with the kids for their 5k. And I figure during the 2 months I can't do anything I will do upper body stuff, like P90X as I have neglected that for a while. I had to stop it because I couldn't do a lot of the balance moves cuz it hurt. I will also use the extra time to do a lot of my reading so when I can get back to exercising I will have a plan in place. I need to become even more focused about losing weight though. I have to think losing an extra 20-30 lbs will only help the wear and tear issue.
So, it looks like Boston in 2017 is out for sure. The charity spots fill up before I will be able to try running again so I can't commit to it this year. I have a feeling with the help of PT and maybe having the new alignment that I will get there eventually but for now it's off the table.
Sorry if some of this didn't make sense. I'm not in the best mood right now and kind of typing as I think out loud.