I Am What I Am
<font color=green><marquee>Pie builds amazing frie
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haha here comes the feeling like my friends secretly don't like me and are actually don't want anything to do with me
and i KNOW it's irrational because all this was brought on because they're in a picture together on facebook and hanging out without me AND THAT'S ONLY BECAUSE THEY LIVE ON CAMPUS AND I DONT SO I WOULDN'T BE THERE ANYWAYS but at same time my feelings of inadequacy and low self-esteem is translating that into "see they don't even like you anyway" and is what leads me to sabotaging like 99% of my friendships and i really really don't want that to happen this year
and i KNOW it's irrational because all this was brought on because they're in a picture together on facebook and hanging out without me AND THAT'S ONLY BECAUSE THEY LIVE ON CAMPUS AND I DONT SO I WOULDN'T BE THERE ANYWAYS but at same time my feelings of inadequacy and low self-esteem is translating that into "see they don't even like you anyway" and is what leads me to sabotaging like 99% of my friendships and i really really don't want that to happen this year