The DDA Trouble Free Zone Part 6

[triplefigs]

I'm wiped. Today was good and bad. Kids had a creative movement show at school and did the balance beam, tumbling, and line dance. It was cute, and they did a really good job. Then staff meeting, then ballet. By the time I got home and had 40 minutes to cook dinner, unpack from the day... I was in a FOUL mood. I think all the stress of Rees, being so busy, didn't sleep any last night has caught up with me. Went to choir in NOT the best mood. The kids were bouncing off the walls (I teach 4 year old choir). The other teacher and I both are rejoicing that there are only 2 more weeks.

Came home and got the kids in bed. DH went to bed early. I asked if I could DIS and watch TV in bed and got the big NO. So I am downstairs in the recliner. I feel like screaming, crying, breaking everything in the house, throwing a fit. I hold it together and then I just break. So now I'm crying typing this and hating how I feel. Sorry for the ramble. I just get so freaking mad over how life is for Rees, how complicated everything always is, how much effort just normal activities can be, how hard scheduling our lives can be. It is never just a simple little life here. It is ALWAYS something. Gosh darnit, why can't some evil kid have all these problems? It is so damn unfair. I'm off to have another glass of wine. Maybe I'll relax and get some sleep.

 

[julia & nicks mom]

Okay, I'm in distress here. Somebody stop me. Airtran has airfare $142.10 leaving May 17 returning May 22. Somebody stop me....

I need to be stopped. Can't put that credit card number in. It's too soon for my ankle. Too soon. Too soon.

I wanna go to Disney. I wanna go to Disney. I need to go to Disney. I need my Disney fix.

SSR is calling my name. Calling me home. I haven't been home yet. I LOVE Disney in May. My favorite time of year...

$142.10......... non-stop. I'd arrive at 9:16 am on Wednesday and wouldn't have to leave until 7:06pm on Monday. The perfect trip. $142.10

Somebody slap me!!!

Do you want me to pm you our plan for that weekend?!?!?

I might be a gimp then as well!!!

 

[KMH1]

I'm wiped. Today was good and bad. Kids had a creative movement show at school and did the balance beam, tumbling, and line dance. It was cute, and they did a really good job. Then staff meeting, then ballet. By the time I got home and had 40 minutes to cook dinner, unpack from the day... I was in a FOUL mood. I think all the stress of Rees, being so busy, didn't sleep any last night has caught up with me. Went to choir in NOT the best mood. The kids were bouncing off the walls (I teach 4 year old choir). The other teacher and I both are rejoicing that there are only 2 more weeks.

Came home and got the kids in bed. DH went to bed early. I asked if I could DIS and watch TV in bed and got the big NO. So I am downstairs in the recliner. I feel like screaming, crying, breaking everything in the house, throwing a fit. I hold it together and then I just break. So now I'm crying typing this and hating how I feel. Sorry for the ramble. I just get so freaking mad over how life is for Rees, how complicated everything always is, how much effort just normal activities can be, how hard scheduling our lives can be. It is never just a simple little life here. It is ALWAYS something. Gosh darnit, why can't some evil kid have all these problems? It is so damn unfair. I'm off to have another glass of wine. Maybe I'll relax and get some sleep.

I wish I could give you a real hug Denise.

Amy

 

[julia & nicks mom]

I'm wiped. Today was good and bad. Kids had a creative movement show at school and did the balance beam, tumbling, and line dance. It was cute, and they did a really good job. Then staff meeting, then ballet. By the time I got home and had 40 minutes to cook dinner, unpack from the day... I was in a FOUL mood. I think all the stress of Rees, being so busy, didn't sleep any last night has caught up with me. Went to choir in NOT the best mood. The kids were bouncing off the walls (I teach 4 year old choir). The other teacher and I both are rejoicing that there are only 2 more weeks.

Came home and got the kids in bed. DH went to bed early. I asked if I could DIS and watch TV in bed and got the big NO. So I am downstairs in the recliner. I feel like screaming, crying, breaking everything in the house, throwing a fit. I hold it together and then I just break. So now I'm crying typing this and hating how I feel. Sorry for the ramble. I just get so freaking mad over how life is for Rees, how complicated everything always is, how much effort just normal activities can be, how hard scheduling our lives can be. It is never just a simple little life here. It is ALWAYS something. Gosh darnit, why can't some evil kid have all these problems? It is so damn unfair. I'm off to have another glass of wine. Maybe I'll relax and get some sleep.

I don't know what else to say except that I think you are an INCREDIBLE MOM and some evil kid doesn't have these problems b/c he wouldn't have an amazing mom like you to love him and see him as the perfect gift he is!!

 

[Steffy]

They don't want me to push it

They think I did too much on it on Sunday and that is what caused the collapse

steps are a big concern too!

The orthopod I went to had me exercising my ankle. When I went to my podiatrist, he stopped that immediately and has me immobile. He wants the tendon to heal and THEN exericise it. I can actually feel my tendon getting stronger.

And steps are a BIG no-n o. My daughter is actually doing my laundry for me......

I think (my degree was in a corn flake box) that you should rest it for a while...

 

[tinker1bell]

I'm wiped. Today was good and bad. Kids had a creative movement show at school and did the balance beam, tumbling, and line dance. It was cute, and they did a really good job. Then staff meeting, then ballet. By the time I got home and had 40 minutes to cook dinner, unpack from the day... I was in a FOUL mood. I think all the stress of Rees, being so busy, didn't sleep any last night has caught up with me. Went to choir in NOT the best mood. The kids were bouncing off the walls (I teach 4 year old choir). The other teacher and I both are rejoicing that there are only 2 more weeks.

Came home and got the kids in bed. DH went to bed early. I asked if I could DIS and watch TV in bed and got the big NO. So I am downstairs in the recliner. I feel like screaming, crying, breaking everything in the house, throwing a fit. I hold it together and then I just break. So now I'm crying typing this and hating how I feel. Sorry for the ramble. I just get so freaking mad over how life is for Rees, how complicated everything always is, how much effort just normal activities can be, how hard scheduling our lives can be. It is never just a simple little life here. It is ALWAYS something. Gosh darnit, why can't some evil kid have all these problems? It is so damn unfair. I'm off to have another glass of wine. Maybe I'll relax and get some sleep.

Denise,
I will have a glass of wine with you.
I am not really religious, but there is a good book 'Why Do Bad Things Happen To Good People'.
Come here and talk about it. I know there is a lot of things I would like to vent on but it would not do me any good because they are small things.
You have the weight of the world on your shoulders. I told you before, you deserve Mother of The Year.



Terry

 

[triplefigs]

I don't know what else to say except that I think you are an INCREDIBLE MOM and some evil kid doesn't have these problems b/c he wouldn't have an amazing mom like you to love him and see him as the perfect gift he is!!

I know. But I am just so sad, frustrated. My heart is shattered into a million little pieces. I can't explain it. It's like the worst time in our lives has come full circle, and I just don't want to go through all this crap again.

 

[marcij]

I'm wiped. Today was good and bad. Kids had a creative movement show at school and did the balance beam, tumbling, and line dance. It was cute, and they did a really good job. Then staff meeting, then ballet. By the time I got home and had 40 minutes to cook dinner, unpack from the day... I was in a FOUL mood. I think all the stress of Rees, being so busy, didn't sleep any last night has caught up with me. Went to choir in NOT the best mood. The kids were bouncing off the walls (I teach 4 year old choir). The other teacher and I both are rejoicing that there are only 2 more weeks.

Came home and got the kids in bed. DH went to bed early. I asked if I could DIS and watch TV in bed and got the big NO. So I am downstairs in the recliner. I feel like screaming, crying, breaking everything in the house, throwing a fit. I hold it together and then I just break. So now I'm crying typing this and hating how I feel. Sorry for the ramble. I just get so freaking mad over how life is for Rees, how complicated everything always is, how much effort just normal activities can be, how hard scheduling our lives can be. It is never just a simple little life here. It is ALWAYS something. Gosh darnit, why can't some evil kid have all these problems? It is so damn unfair. I'm off to have another glass of wine. Maybe I'll relax and get some sleep.

Denise -- Hugs to you... you are a fantastic mom and you have a right to feel this way. You need to vent and let it out or it just continues to build. Have another glass of wine, then one for your DDA friends , take two tylenol and hit the sack.

 

[UP Disney]

x

Oh, Vicki, don't think I missed this post! I read it earlier, but then we walked to dinner, and I forgot about it for a few hours.

Obviously I'm being nice this week, but you might have to recruit some of that "help" you're referring to when I revert back my real self!

Amy

Here I thought I slid under your radar. Where's that pregnancy brain when I need it? Hopefully, it will turn this memory to mush by next week.

 

[tinknme]

Oh I say go for it!

Okay, I'm in distress here. Somebody stop me. Airtran has airfare $142.10 leaving May 17 returning May 22. Somebody stop me....

 

[Steffy]

I'm wiped. Today was good and bad. Kids had a creative movement show at school and did the balance beam, tumbling, and line dance. It was cute, and they did a really good job. Then staff meeting, then ballet. By the time I got home and had 40 minutes to cook dinner, unpack from the day... I was in a FOUL mood. I think all the stress of Rees, being so busy, didn't sleep any last night has caught up with me. Went to choir in NOT the best mood. The kids were bouncing off the walls (I teach 4 year old choir). The other teacher and I both are rejoicing that there are only 2 more weeks.

Came home and got the kids in bed. DH went to bed early. I asked if I could DIS and watch TV in bed and got the big NO. So I am downstairs in the recliner. I feel like screaming, crying, breaking everything in the house, throwing a fit. I hold it together and then I just break. So now I'm crying typing this and hating how I feel. Sorry for the ramble. I just get so freaking mad over how life is for Rees, how complicated everything always is, how much effort just normal activities can be, how hard scheduling our lives can be. It is never just a simple little life here. It is ALWAYS something. Gosh darnit, why can't some evil kid have all these problems? It is so damn unfair. I'm off to have another glass of wine. Maybe I'll relax and get some sleep.

Oh Denise Denise

It's perfectly normal for you to be pissed sometimes. It's okay. You need to vent. Have another glass of wine for me. I bought a new wine topper and air got in my wine and I had to toss it down the drain. So I have no wine tonight. Have mine for me. Please. Thank you.

 

[UP Disney]

I'm wiped. Today was good and bad. Kids had a creative movement show at school and did the balance beam, tumbling, and line dance. It was cute, and they did a really good job. Then staff meeting, then ballet. By the time I got home and had 40 minutes to cook dinner, unpack from the day... I was in a FOUL mood. I think all the stress of Rees, being so busy, didn't sleep any last night has caught up with me. Went to choir in NOT the best mood. The kids were bouncing off the walls (I teach 4 year old choir). The other teacher and I both are rejoicing that there are only 2 more weeks.

Came home and got the kids in bed. DH went to bed early. I asked if I could DIS and watch TV in bed and got the big NO. So I am downstairs in the recliner. I feel like screaming, crying, breaking everything in the house, throwing a fit. I hold it together and then I just break. So now I'm crying typing this and hating how I feel. Sorry for the ramble. I just get so freaking mad over how life is for Rees, how complicated everything always is, how much effort just normal activities can be, how hard scheduling our lives can be. It is never just a simple little life here. It is ALWAYS something. Gosh darnit, why can't some evil kid have all these problems? It is so damn unfair. I'm off to have another glass of wine. Maybe I'll relax and get some sleep.

Have another glass of wine & relax. Know that we are always hear to listen to your vents. Wish that I could do more.

 

[tinknme]

Denise I wish there was something I could do to help. Hopefully that 2cd glass of wine will help you to relax. Hugs to you!

Came home and got the kids in bed. DH went to bed early. I asked if I could DIS and watch TV in bed and got the big NO. So I am downstairs in the recliner. I feel like screaming, crying, breaking everything in the house, throwing a fit. I hold it together and then I just break. So now I'm crying typing this and hating how I feel. Sorry for the ramble. I just get so freaking mad over how life is for Rees, how complicated everything always is, how much effort just normal activities can be, how hard scheduling our lives can be. It is never just a simple little life here. It is ALWAYS something. Gosh darnit, why can't some evil kid have all these problems? It is so damn unfair. I'm off to have another glass of wine. Maybe I'll relax and get some sleep.

 

[UP Disney]

Ok, I'm off to bed as well. Goodnight friends (and Amy!).

 

[julia & nicks mom]

Denise -

well if you took everyone's advice - you must be pretty stinking drunk by now!!!

I completly understand what you mean - Nancy's little girl has some special needs and I remember the day she broke her leg sitting with Nancy as she cried - "Why does everything happen to her? Couldn't it have happened to someone else for a change?" She was just so heartbroken for her DD -

I know your hurt is not about you - it is about Rees and all that he has to deal with in his life and all you want is for him to have to worry about normal 6 yo boy things!

I say have a good cry about it - you're allowed to - and then before you finally decide to go to sleep go in and check on your sweet little boy - something tells me looking at his beautiful little sleeping face will make you smile!

 

[tinker1bell]

somehow Denise, I think you are up to about 4 or 5 glasses of wine with all of our requests

 

[UP Disney]

Before I head to bed for good, want to say "Love ya Amy!"

 

[julia & nicks mom]

Before I head to bed for good, want to say "Love ya Amy!"

oh for goodness sake - that is just ridiculous - Amy couldn't hurt a fly - her bark is much worse than her bite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[julia & nicks mom]

Hey -

I have a question:

if you thought one of your neighbor's (who you really don't know very well) might be having an affair - and you knew an innocent question to ask the wife that might tip her off - would you do it? If he isn't having one - the question would not make me look like I suspected he was and she would have a perfectly logical answer

 

[bear74]

finally caught up. you all were chatty. Tammi your pumpkin is still missing