Oh Sherry, I'm so glad you're still "around"!
Oh, honey, your faith will take you so far. My Dad told me about the numbered days when I was a child and I never forgot that. Nothing in God's world is a coincidence. We have to hold onto something like that to survive and I can see, you are a SURVIVOR!
Keep in contact with us and come lean on us when you need us. I've been a grief counselor since I lost my son almost 20 years ago, don't be afraid to PM ANYTIME you need me. It's what I do....
God bless you,
Robinrs