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[AmandaSparks730]

I'm gonna go for awhile, guys.

A bit shaky.

If Josh comes on...tell him I need to talk to him? Please?

 

[CrazyChik]

I liked the one i watched this morning.

So all you've got to do is convince this man his girlfriend had a secret dr, a secret stash and a secret life? It's been a while since a patient took a swing at you, can I watch?

 

[Captain Brain]

I'm gonna go for awhile, guys.

A bit shaky.

If Josh comes on...tell him I need to talk to him? Please?

Bye, AmandaMeg, I'll tell him if he comes.

 

[Babyjustrun]

I think that you've told me the day before. I wish that I had a great memory.

Yes, I have.
I also remember the day my grandmother died pretty well.
I remember going home, thinking it's such a nice day out and I sat outside. We were having left over steak and I was excited for it because I love steak. And then we got the phone call and I wasn't hungry anymore.
Then I went downstairs crying and told everyone I wouldn't be home for a few days.
And my dad was at the dentist...

I also remember that my brother was sick in the middle of the night on my dad's 40th birthday.

 

[AmandaSparks730]

Bye, AmandaMeg, I'll tell him if he comes.

Thanks, Billy

Bye for now.

 

[Captain Brain]

Yes, I have.
I also remember the day my grandmother died pretty well.
I remember going home, thinking it's such a nice day out and I sat outside. We were having left over steak and I was excited for it because I love steak. And then we got the phone call and I wasn't hungry anymore.
Then I went downstairs crying and told everyone I wouldn't be home for a few days.
And my dad was at the dentist...

I also remember that my brother was sick in the middle of the night on my dad's 40th birthday.

I remember when I learned my great-grandmother died. I was eight years old, and I wanted to check the answering machine, because it made me feel older. It was a message from my grandmother. She said the news. I just went to my room for a while, and fell apart.

 

[CrazyChik]

I haven't cried over anyones deaths.
My grandad died when i was 3 and my great nan when i was 9.

 

[Babyjustrun]

=(
I'm sorry.

I remember, and I still feel horrible to this day...
The day my grandfather died, my parents came and picked me up and my mum's best friends house, because they had been in Woodstock to see how things were. They didn't tell us till we got home, I don't know how they managed to keep it a secret.
And for some reason I said 'This sucks, and especially at a time when Pokemon's not on'
it was possibly the stupidest thing I ever said, EVER.
Ugh.
He was my favorite grandparent, I know it's not good to pick favorites... but he was.

 

[Captain Brain]

Death always makes me realize that nothing lasts forever. That's what hits me, sometimes I'll just be looking at the newspaper and see the obituaries. Then that fact hits me again. Nothing lasts forever, live for today.

 

[StitchfansJr]

I haven't cried over anyones deaths.
My grandad died when i was 3 and my great nan when i was 9.

I don't think I ever have, either.

 

[AbsoluteAwesome1]

I cried over my Grammy, my Aunt Laura and Bill.

Not over my dog, though. :l
I was about to but I held it in..

 

[Babyjustrun]

I cry over death, a lot.
In books, and in real life.
I cry for people I don't know. I cry because people have to grieve.

There was been so much death in the past year of young people.
Canada day last year, a grad kills himself.
July 27, a girl gets hit by a car.
First week of school 4 boys die in a car crash (and I knew one of their mothers).
In January, 7 boys and and a teacher die in a car crash...

It's just so heartbreaking to hear about all these deaths.

 

[Captain Brain]

Death is just heartbraking to hear about.

 

[CrazyChik]

I just kind of become a robot when it comes to death.

 

[Babyjustrun]

It's just so sad.
To think, they're never gonna walk the earth again. You'll never see them or hear them again. All you have is pictures and memories.
And to think about who they're leaving behind.

When my grandmother died, I cried a lot that week, but not just for her, and mostly not for me. I was thinking about my grandfather. She was his wife, his everything. So many years together and now he's living alone.
The song When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne, is the song I always put with my grandmothers death. the part about the clothes lying on the floor.. it's so right. Even if my grandmother wasn't living at home when she died, all of her stuff was there and it must have been difficult for my grandfather to go through that stuff, same for my dad and mother, they had to help.

 

[XxCuriosityxX<3]

It's just so sad.
To think, they're never gonna walk the earth again. You'll never see them or hear them again. All you have is pictures and memories.
And to think about who they're leaving behind.

It really is.
And when you're used to that person being there, for you, and never being able to have that one to fall on.
And memories do fade with time, which is hard.
Its always the children and lover of that person i always feel the worst for, loosing that close loved one is heartbreaking.

 

[StitchfansJr]

Like with a celebrity's death or something else, I feel really bad. Even though I never knew the person, it still upsets me. I'm still upset about Jonathan Larson's death, even though he died in 1996. I hate deaths that could have been prevented if only the doctors would pay more attention to them.

 

[Babyjustrun]

It really is.
And when you're used to that person being there, for you, and never being able to have that one to fall on.
And memories do fade with time, which is hard.
Its always the children and lover of that person i always feel the worst for, loosing that close loved one is heartbreaking.

That day, when my grandmother died, I drove with my father up. I was afraid he'd start crying, because I would too.
Or he'd lose sight of the road.

There's this quote from Simon Birch, which I think is pretty much right on :

Adult Joe Wenteworth: When someone you love dies, you don't lose them all at once. You lose them in pieces over time, like how the mail stops coming. What I remember most to this day was my mother's scent and how I hated it when it began to disappear. First from her closets, then from her dresses she had sewn herself and then finally from her bedsheets and pillow cases. Simon and I never talked much about that day on the baseball field. It was too painful for both of us. For as much as I loved my mother, I knew that Simon loved her just as much. She was the only real mother he ever had.

 

[AbsoluteAwesome1]

I just don't like thinking about all the experiences I could have had with the person.

Like, my Grammy would have been the perfect person to go prom dress shopping with, but I won't get to.

And I feel the worst for my little cousin about Aunt Laura, because she was only 8 when she lost her mom.

 

[Babyjustrun]

Mm, I do too.
Like, my brother was graduating in June last year, if my grandmother had gotten better, she could have been there for it.
She would have been so proud =/