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[Captain Brain]

Mm, I'm shy too.
I don't even like asking for help at a store, or calling to make appointments.
I just hate it.

And a lot of the time, guys I like... I know that they don't like me. I dunno, I think it's obvious.
Even if they flirt, it's usually for fun. I mean I do it too with guys I don't like...
That, or in the case of the last guy, there was things that were in they way that kept me from saying anything.

I hate making appointments and asking for help at stores. It's so awkward.

Flirting is fun, indeed. I don't do it with someone I don't like though. That's just how I do things.

 

[AmandaSparks730]

I'm terribly shy. I can't talk in front of new people at all.

I hope you keep in touch with her.

That makes two of us...

I didn't IM Josh for like, days because I was too scared and nervous to.

I can't talk to store workers without freaking.

I can't call people on the phone without freaking, even a friend.

I can't talk to strangers without going crazy.

Except little kids. Cause they're cute.

I barely talk in classes that my friends aren't in...

 

[Babyjustrun]

My shyness really isn't that great for work.
Heh, like if they ask me to do something and I'm not sure..
I just go at it.
I refuse to ask for help. Eventually I just keep on trying till they see me struggle.
And shyness+easily confused talking to a confusing + shy person as well, not good communication there.

When customers ask me stuff I don't know the answer to, I just kinda stare at them with my mouth open unsure of what to say.

New people, I don't even talk to unless they start talking to me.

 

[Babyjustrun]

I hate making appointments and asking for help at stores. It's so awkward.

Flirting is fun, indeed. I don't do it with someone I don't like though. That's just how I do things.

Heh, I love flirting in general. Course it's always more fun with someone you like.
The guys I flirt with that I don't like, I get protective over.
This kid I flirted with all last year, when I saw a picture of him with some freshman with his arms around her waist, I got angry.
I don't know why, I mean I don't like him, I just feel like...
He's mine?
xD
I get jealous so easily.
He's a cutie though. He's fun to talk to.

Sometimes I find though, flirting with someone I like..
I strain for words? Because I want it to come out right and have it be fun.
When I'm flirting with someone I don't like, I'm not overthinking it, and it's more natural..
strange.

 

[Captain Brain]

That makes two of us...

I didn't IM Josh for like, days because I was too scared and nervous to.

I can't talk to store workers without freaking.

I can't call people on the phone without freaking, even a friend.

I can't talk to strangers without going crazy.

Except little kids. Cause they're cute.

I barely talk in classes that my friends aren't in...

I'm okay with talking on the phone, provided I don't get the answering machine. I hate it.

My shyness really isn't that great for work.
Heh, like if they ask me to do something and I'm not sure..
I just go at it.
I refuse to ask for help. Eventually I just keep on trying till they see me struggle.
And shyness+easily confused talking to a confusing + shy person as well, not good communication there.

When customers ask me stuff I don't know the answer to, I just kinda stare at them with my mouth open unsure of what to say.

New people, I don't even talk to unless they start talking to me.

Must be awkward just staring at customers with a blank look.

 

[Captain Brain]

Heh, I love flirting in general. Course it's always more fun with someone you like.
The guys I flirt with that I don't like, I get protective over.
This kid I flirted with all last year, when I saw a picture of him with some freshman with his arms around her waist, I got angry.
I don't know why, I mean I don't like him, I just feel like...
He's mine?
xD
I get jealous so easily.
He's a cutie though. He's fun to talk to.

Sometimes I find though, flirting with someone I like..
I strain for words? Because I want it to come out right and have it be fun.
When I'm flirting with someone I don't like, I'm not overthinking it, and it's more natural..
strange.

I get jealous so easily it's not even funny. Just seeing the girl I like even smiling at another guy makes me boil. It's hard sometimes. =/

I can flirt super easily with the one I like.

 

[Babyjustrun]

Incredibly.
Almost anytime they start asking questions, I give them a blank look and stutter out 'Do... you.. want ot speak to my supervisor?'
I mean I don't know anything.
I'm a parttime worker, I don't know what to do with flax, or what color icing turns with certain food coloring...

The guy I work with I find particularly confusing... earlier he asked if aisle 4 was checked, and I said 'No I don't think so' and then he just kind of stares at me looking frustrated for no reason...
Obviously it should be him who checks aisle 4

 

[AmandaSparks730]

Ughhh I'm gonna hate talking to strangers when I get a real job =/

And same with me and answering machines, Billy.

Me: Hi (whoever) it's...me...Meaghan...uhmm...*insert message here* so...uhmm...call me back whenever you can...not that important...just....uhmm...call me back...ok? Bye..."

 

[HSMndLKfan92]

I'm okay with talking on the phone, provided I don't get the answering machine. I hate it.



Must be awkward just staring at customers with a blank look.

I'm going to jump in again here.

I can't stand talking to people I don't know over the phone.
I can't leave messages either. I tried doing that for my boyfriend once, and ended up hanging up on him. D:

I'd rather talk in person.

 

[Captain Brain]

Incredibly.
Almost anytime they start asking questions, I give them a blank look and stutter out 'Do... you.. want ot speak to my supervisor?'
I mean I don't know anything.
I'm a parttime worker, I don't know what to do with flax, or what color icing turns with certain food coloring...

The guy I work with I find particularly confusing... earlier he asked if aisle 4 was checked, and I said 'No I don't think so' and then he just kind of stares at me looking frustrated for no reason...
Obviously it should be him who checks aisle 4

Maybe you should tell him to check aisle 4 next time.

Ughhh I'm gonna hate talking to strangers when I get a real job =/

And same with me and answering machines, Billy.

Me: Hi (whoever) it's...me...Meaghan...uhmm...*insert message here* so...uhmm...call me back whenever you can...not that important...just....uhmm...call me back...ok? Bye..."

I don't even leave messages anymore. I just hang up.

I'm going to jump in again here.

I can't stand talking to people I don't know over the phone.
I can't leave messages either. I tried doing that for my boyfriend once, and ended up hanging up on him. D:

I'd rather talk in person.

I'd rather talk in person too.

 

[Babyjustrun]

I get jealous so easily it's not even funny. Just seeing the girl I like even smiling at another guy makes me boil. It's hard sometimes. =/

I can flirt super easily with the one I like.

Mm, I'm like that too.
And even though I knew that guy hated like half the girls he hung with (he talked about them a lot behind their backs, and I dunno, call me a bad person, but I ddin't mind because I didn't like them either, and well, it made me feel better that he didn't like them.), but I dunno, whenever he was flirting with them the way he acted around me...
I got angry.
I don't know, maybe he didn't like me either...
Even though he kept on saying things like 'I really hope I have classes with you next year.'
Stuff like that.
I don't even know anymore.
He hasn't been on msn in days, and he like deleted everyone off facebook, including me..

-sighs-
I wish I wasn't still hung up on him, I wish I could just find another guy.
But I see maybe like two guys in the run of a week.
One of them being my dad

 

[AmandaSparks730]

I'd love to talk to y'all in person XD

But I can't.

My lovers are all like a kajillion miles away

 

[Babyjustrun]

Maybe you should tell him to check aisle 4 next time.



I don't even leave messages anymore. I just hang up.



I'd rather talk in person too.

Ahaha, I probably should have.
I just kind of stared at him back, with the same look on my face.
We're both awkward, so it's like...
Yeah..
At the end of the night when I'm waiting for him to get the mopping stuff ready, I'm always out of sorts, because I feel like I should be doing something to get things going faster...
But I don't know what to do..
And then I'm afraid he'll call me out on being a lazy person.

 

[Babyjustrun]

I'd love to talk to y'all in person XD

But I can't.

My lovers are all like a kajillion miles away

It frustrates me beyond belief that everyone is in a different country.
If I lived in the States and had the same cell company as you guys I could text and call you, free of charge.
But noooooo.
That'd be long distance here.

 

[Captain Brain]

Mm, I'm like that too.
And even though I knew that guy hated like half the girls he hung with (he talked about them a lot behind their backs, and I dunno, call me a bad person, but I ddin't mind because I didn't like them either, and well, it made me feel better that he didn't like them.), but I dunno, whenever he was flirting with them the way he acted around me...
I got angry.
I don't know, maybe he didn't like me either...
Even though he kept on saying things like 'I really hope I have classes with you next year.'
Stuff like that.
I don't even know anymore.
He hasn't been on msn in days, and he like deleted everyone off facebook, including me..

-sighs-
I wish I wasn't still hung up on him, I wish I could just find another guy.
But I see maybe like two guys in the run of a week.
One of them being my dad

Maybe you need school to start again. Then maybe you'll find someone new.

I'd love to talk to y'all in person XD

But I can't.

My lovers are all like a kajillion miles away

Joshua is only 100 miles away isn't he?

 

[Captain Brain]

Ahaha, I probably should have.
I just kind of stared at him back, with the same look on my face.
We're both awkward, so it's like...
Yeah..
At the end of the night when I'm waiting for him to get the mopping stuff ready, I'm always out of sorts, because I feel like I should be doing something to get things going faster...
But I don't know what to do..
And then I'm afraid he'll call me out on being a lazy person.

I bet that was a strange awkward silence, just staring.

It frustrates me beyond belief that everyone is in a different country.
If I lived in the States and had the same cell company as you guys I could text and call you, free of charge.
But noooooo.
That'd be long distance here.

Darn long distance.

 

[AmandaSparks730]

Maybe you need school to start again. Then maybe you'll find someone new.



Joshua is only 100 miles away isn't he?

More than that, BillyBoy. 100 miles isn't even here to NYC. 100 miles is just about the length of RI (I....think...)

*note to self: Google distance from RI to VA*

It frustrates me beyond belief that everyone is in a different country.
If I lived in the States and had the same cell company as you guys I could text and call you, free of charge.
But noooooo.
That'd be long distance here.

I'd love to talk to Haz and George, but they're overseas!

 

[Babyjustrun]

Maybe you need school to start again. Then maybe you'll find someone new.



Joshua is only 100 miles away isn't he?

I'd like that.
Only a month to go!
I'm going to get my supplies soon.
I'm hoping to meet someone new, or at least pick things up where I left them off with him. But if I do, I'm going to still look for new people.
It's unlikely things will, I've been the best of friends with people and then a summer of no talking kills things.

I saw a friend today at work, but it was so awkward. We'll probably drift, she's switching schools..
=/

You go back in a couple of weeks don't you?

 

[Captain Brain]

I'd love to talk to y'all, but that requires a cell phone, and text messaging...

 

[Babyjustrun]

I can text Jamie if I wanted to, I think.
We have the same cell provider.
And possibly Caitlin.

And heck if I really wanted to, I could go meet rock.my.socks.

I wanna meet you guys though.
Someday, if I can get my parents to take me back to WDW, I'm going at the same time as a DIS-er.