lmhall2000
May the road rise to meet you....May God hold you
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Hey ladies... I'm in!!!! I have been REALLY struggling with getting going and getting this weight off. I am higher than I have ever been in my life. !
Beautiful PRincess Vija!!!! I remember you!! I so feel your pain...I can't tell you how many "last eat what you want meals" before we start that Monday morning diet my dh and I had...it helped me put 90 pounds on in 2 years!!! That's sooo hard to say!! But, I can say, I've reclaimed my goal...I'm motivated, I've got a confident little angry fire burning in me and I'm just TIRED of starting/restarting....I want to lose 80 pounds in 8 months, I do not want to make it take 2 years!! I will be happy if I end up losing 60 pounds in 8 months, but if I start thinking like that, the reality will be 35 pounds!

I will post pictures at my 40 pound loss, (only 4 pounds away from that!!), then I'll post pictures every 20 pounds...I'm actually making a really funny video...every 10 pounds, (first of every month) I'm having my 11 year old videotape 10-20 seconds of me on the treadmill working out to my favorite 8 songs (one for each 10 pounds)....I go a little crazy on teh treadmill b/c I try to work all the muscle groups for mass calorie burning...it's really laughable!! But I'll edit them all together to encourage others...I want them to see it! Just wish I had taken a shot of me on the treadmill at 265!!

Let's make fun of our plight, not take ourselves too seriously, don't get bogged down in feeding our fears....eat like you're at your goal weight already and the weight will come off!!!
I'll post a pic soon! On the wrong computer!


Here it is!! The biggest I've ever been!! 265!!

The great news is that I should be able to hit my first 40 pound lost (this journey) this FRIDAY!!! I'll take pictures and show side by side!! I was building my round pen in the picture before so very concentrated on those pins!

So, no one should feel embarrassed, if anything helps me lose weight it's posting these pictures!!

Tara