umm Not sure what you mean here.. (please forgive me if I am in the wrong here since I don't know your intention on this statement) But WHY would I make something like this up

I am using my own name even to post this.. I am honestly telling the truth and was looking for honest people's opinion because I love and care about my cousin and his health.. Plus I have been posting back and forth answering questions of helpful disers.. Again, if this is NOT what you meant, I am sorry, but that is the only defination I know of sinister..