STRESS VENT - FEEL FREE TO SKIP!
Yesterday was really, really hard. I was trying to be so strong for DH, because I am not proud of my initial reaction. He feels like he has let the family down, and I know I added to that by my initial hysterics! He feels very betrayed, scared, worried, and completely depressed. Didn't sleep at all Friday night. I keep trying to pump him up, and he had a few moments of that yesterday, where he was all"I'm going in and SHOWING them what I'm made of. They gave me an impossible list, and I'm going to do it just to prove them wrong." He said some of the items weren't as impossible as he first made them out to be, but it's going to require EVERYONE who works for him to work harder than they ever have. I basically told him to start his morning meeting tomorrow giving them the details, and showing them a picture of the girls, and telling them that if they don't care about him, to think about his children that they would be letting down. I am still scared senseless, but MAD!!!!! He was nominated earlier in the year for THE PRESIDENT's AWARD from corporate because of the performance of his department. Corporate leaders have been down to personally congratulate him, and know his name (Fortune 500 HUGE company with lots of holdings) HELLO!! I told him that if worse comes to worse, he OR I would be contacting corporate. Don't know if it will do any good, but we'll see. We're going to write out an hourly plan for him, and his employees tonight, and hope we can nail down a solid plan for him to indeed "SHOW THEM" His boss, in all honesty, we think has some sort of mental disorder, because he can be "you're lucky I'm not writing you up" one minute, and 1 hour later shaking his hand and telling him what an awesome job he's doing. There have been many complaints about this guy....
Sorry for this vent guys, like I said, I can't really get this all out with DH around. I tend to go from worst case scenarios to it's all going to be just fine, he can do this, then back to we're going to lose everything.