OK , I now appreciate that I am in a total no win situation!!!!! My ticker has ages to go [4 months 2 weeks and 2 days to be precise] and so our departure isn't imminent, but its also so far off I can't start planning the next trip! The worst of both worlds . If I was just about to go I would be so excited I wouldn't be considering the next trip and if I had just returned I would definately be planning the next one . Oh dear, I may have to order a summer brochure anyway - just to take my mind off the waiting!