String's Atkin's Journal (Please Comment)

[Strings]

Thanks for all the encouragement today. I'm starting to worry about this lack of period thing. I am not pregnant, that's not my worry. It is just weird. I see my doc on Monday, I will definately be finding out what is going on then.

The cheesecake is right at home in my freezer, well most of it. DH and I are allowed 1 piece a day today and tomorow. I did 4 total circuits at Curves, and then I repeated the 3 ab machines and the 2 that work the butt. I decided not to do my WATP tape. DH had Katie at swim lessons, so I have 45 minutes to myself. Well, I'm off to start my James Patterson book.
My meals were as posted, but I had 7 strawberries for my snack. Water stopped at 4 liters. I'm drinking green tea now. I hope to be in bed by 9PM.

I hope everyone has a pleasant evening.

Beth

 

[Castillo Mom]

Beth, in case you come back to your journal before you go to Costco, that ICE sprarkling water is in the bottled juice section if your local store is set up like mine. Hope you find it.

 

[Strings]

Today was weigh in. I'm down 0.5 pounds. Considering I'm pseudo PMSing, I'm really happy with that. I need to stay OP over the next week or so.

We're shut ins today. Katie has a fever. She was up 5 times last night.She denies a sore throat or earaches. She isn't congested or nauseated either. Just a fever. We'll see how she progresses during the day, but all my errands will have to wait until Monday.

I'm gearing up for my weekend marathon. I was supposed to only work Friday night, but I got a call last night. One of my coworkers just lost her Mom. She's just back from Mat leave. Since she is out of sick/vacation time from that, she can't take any time off. I'm working her 12 hour Saturday shift for her. Other people are picking up her other shifts or donating vacation time.
Vitamins/med are taken. 1 liter of water so far. I'm taking a day off from exercise. I need all my energy fo work. I counted my blessings.
Meals are as follows...
Breakfast was a Morning Start bar and tea.
Lunch will be a veggie quiche.
Snack will be some string cheese and veggies.
Way to work I'll have a latte.
Dinner(2AM) Chicken salad, strawberries and sf jello
Breakfast will be Morning Start Bar and tea.

I will try to hit journals over the weekend.
and
Beth

 

[Desiree]

Good job on your .5 lbs! Hey, that's something!! And I'm sorry to hear your little one is under the weather. Devyn just went through that earlier this week. Only fever with no other symptoms. Hopefully it will move onswiftly for her. And I'm also sorry to read of your coworkers loss. It's really nice of you to help her out by covering her shifts. I'm sure she really appreciates it.

Keep up the good work this weekend!

 

[sharoncity]

Hey Beth - sorry I haven't been around all week. Sounds like your weekend is gonna be a dousy! I hope Katie is feeling better soon. My DS was home yesterday & today with strep. He's feeling better, but it still upsets all of our great plans...
.5 loss is good in my book too! Any loss is better than a gain, so take it and run! Keep up that exercise and water. Although I think it was a great idea to skip the exercise for today.
I hope you get some rest this weekend. Seems like you've been under a bunch of stress. You need to take good care of yourself okay Beth?
Have a great evening!
TTFN-
Sharon

 

[LAinSEA]

Beth: I sure hope your DD is feeling better soon. This has been such a horrid winter for colds & flu bugs. I'm sorry she picked up a nasty bug.

How kind of you to take on another's shift in her time of need. "Pay it Forward" - you never known when it's your turn for some kindness in return.

.5 lb gone is still progress. Good progress despite the wacky hormones. Good for you!

Have a nice, productive weekend - Monday will be here soon.

-Laurie

 

[lulu201]

and to you, Beth. It sounds like life is full of ups and downs right now. Losing .5 is definitely an UP, especially when you're in PMS turmoil, but going to work with a sick child in the house is tough. You're not getting the right kind of sleep, you're worried about her. . .it's a lot. Still, you're surrounded with the love and prayers of all your WISH friends--you're going to get through.

It sounds like you're aware of the stress and pacing yourself through the weekend; it was good to take the day off from exercise. Try to stay centered in the moment; I'm sending for you to find the peace in the midst of the busyness.

s, again, dear Beth. Be good to YOU.
Erin

 

[septbride2002]

Wow Beth you have got a lot on your plate this weekend. Just take a deep breath and try to work through things one goal at a time. I know you will do well. It is awfully nice of you to work a 12 hour shift for your co-worker. I know she will appreciate it when she gets back and her life settles down a little.

I hope DD feels better soon!

~Amanda

 

[Strings]

Hi guys,

Thaanks for all the support. Katie is better back to her rambunctious self. Last night at work was horrible, but Idon't feel like I don't want to dwell on it. I definately needed to blow off some steam, so I went to Curves. I pushed myself really hard, and I felt much better after I was done. Hit the sack, and now I am back at work. All goals accomplished. I'm taking Katie to church in the morning. My girlfriend promises to discreetly wake me up, if I start to doze off. Meals for tonight are the same as yesterday.

I am fortunate to work with many wonderful people. I know that they would help me out too.

Have a great weekend

Beth

 

[lulu201]

Wow, Beth, look at your siggie! 70 Healthy Living Days--that's fantastic! Keep it up through the rest of the weekend. . .(like you need to be hearing it from me. You're the example of what to do! )

Peace and hugs---glad Katie is better,
Erin

 

[Strings]

I got home a little early, so I took a 3 hour nap. I'm headed to Parisian with Katie. She needs an Easter dress, and they are having a major sale. The weather is cold and nasty here. Yuck.
Dh has a roast in the crock pot, so I don't have to worry about dinner Yeah.
My parents are coming this afternoon. I got tickets to David Copperfield for my Dad's bday present. Bday is actually in April, but he's a huge fan. Top that off with some quality time with the granddaughter, he's in heaven.

I'll try to check in later. I may go to bed really early. Met all goals for yesterday. Thanks for the support Erin. You guys make it alot easier to be good.

Beth

 

[marsh0013]

hey beth, i'm glad to see you're making it through your whirlwind of a weekend! your weekends always make me tired jsut reading about them! you are doing a really great job making it through and sticking to your plan . hope you have some time to get some extra rest

ooh, david copperfield sounds like fun! when is the actual show? is that today? i think i may have read that wrong, since you said you may be going to bed early tonight. well either way, that is so sweet of you to get your dad a present he will really love, plus time with his sweet little granddaugter

hope the rest of your day goes well

 

[Strings]

Hey Marcia,

I got tickets just for my parents. It is a 12pm show. They don't like city driving after dark. My dad is so excited.

 

[R_Judy]

Hiya Beth!
I see Mr. Bear has been busy rollong over while I was away. I'm very proud of you. I let Mr. Bear take a pause while I was gone to the wedding. I sure missed everyone. Have a great week.

 

[Strings]

Even after Erin's and Judys kind comments yesterday, I just couldn't stay cheat free yesterday. I was under my 35 allowed carbs, but my eating last night was emotional and uncontrolled. In good conscience, I cannot roll over my bear. I looked hard at why I did it, and it is pretty obvious. 1.) I was exhauusted. I wanted to watch Alias. I knew I would never find time if I taped it. 2.) I was feeling deprived. We asked y Dad where he wanted to go for dinner. He chose Papa Vino's. The best italian in town. I didn't eat any of the warm bread. I ordered chicken marsala and substituted veggies for the fresh pasta. The problem was that the yforgot to substitute the veggies. They did bring them, but the pasta stared at me the entire meal. Then Won, Mom, and Dad ate tiramisu. My favorite. So I stayed on program through the meal and fell apart at home. I ate too late and too much.

Today is a new day. I WILL stay OP today. I will hit Curves this afternoon. I will be good to myself today. So far I have had coffee and string cheese. 1 liter of water. I hope to do 4 liters today. Blessings counted.

I go to the ob/gyn at 10 today. Still no period. I will be honest and say that I am a little nervous. I will just trust in God.

I will check in later. Everyone take care.
Beth

 

[toystoryduo]

Good morning Beth!
Sorry I haven't posted to your journal in awhile... Time has a way of getting away from me these days.

You are absolutely right! Don't worry about yesterday; today is a brand new day! Your plan to exercise and stay OP will help you get back on track. You can do it Beth!

Please let us know what you find out at OB/GYNs today. Know that you will be in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs to you!!

Have a great day!

Tracy

P.S. After I post this, I'm sending you a PM.

 

[Desiree]

Sounds like you are on track for a good healthy day today.

I will be thinking and praying for you today. Please let us know what the Dr. says. (((HUGS)))

 

[Strings]

I wanted to thank Desiree and Tracy for their posts. Tracy, your PM was just what I needed. I read it just as I was going out the door. It has really helped me keep things in perspective.

Never go to the doctor on the Ides of March. I found out why I didn't get my period. Me estrogen level is too high. I need s drop in estrogen for my period to start. There are 2 possible reasons for this. 1.) I have a benign pituitary tumor that can be treated with medication. or 2.) I have ovarian cancer. We're voting for the 1st option. My ultrsound showed that my cyst grew dramatically because it is now vascular. It is filling with blood. I need to have that ovary removed. If it were to rupture, I could hemmorhage. My parents just picked up Katie. They are going to Great Bear Lodge, so she will have a great time. I go into the hospital at 8pm tonight. I will have a full CT scan and MRI done. I go into the OR at 8AM. e are hoping that the cyst can be drained so everything is done by laproscopy. If that is the case, I will be home by 8pm.

I won't be checking journals for a couple of days. Won will bring his laptop to the hospital, so I will post a quick message tomorrow evening about how I am. I will be thinking of all of you. and sending to all of you, especially those going through DZone.

I just wanted to thank all of you for your support. I am going to trust in God, and wait for test results before I start to panic.

Beth

 

[toystoryduo]

Beth,
and prayers for you, my friend. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Keep trusting in Him! I sent you another PM. God bless you, Beth!

Tracy

 

[Desiree]

(((HUGS))) and prayers for you, Beth. You are in my thoughts!