Well, I kind of just realized that I'm basically going to be alone all summer.
I'm not close enough to my other friends to hang out with them all the time, and my best friend refuses to leave the house because it'll be just as boring sitting inside (yeah, this pisses me off. It sucks that I let myself get wound up in this position and I have nothing to do unless she agrees to do it) so, basically all I end up doing when I'm not working is watching reruns of Degrassi and then AMC.
And the rest of the day on the DIS. Don't get me wrong, I love the DIS, but I feel like I'm missing out on my teen years. I never go out, I never do anything, I never go to parties (mostly because I'm not aware of them). I just don't do things that most people do, and I know that one day I'm going to realize that it's too late to get those experiences and then I'll be angry for wasting all my free time away.
Right now I'm really upset and would like to just go back to bed, but I'm not tired. I'd like to read something, but I have nothing to read.
=/