Oh my gosh.....I am sooooo sorry for not being a better friend. I just really haven't been on here lately....even though I think of you guys all the time.
Ok....so updates are in order.....
I got an e-mail on Thursday saying that another application for the dog was recieved before mine, then on Saturday, I got an e-mail saying that the people were going to "meet" him that evening. Then Suday I got the e-mail saying that they had adopted him, and that they were sorry. Yeah, I'm a little depressed about it, but hey, at least he's got a home. I'm really torn as to whether or not I want another dog or not now. If it takes that long, and that much of a process for someone else to decide whether you should have a dog or not, I'm not really sure I'm up for it. Yes, I had my hopes up on this little guy.....just not sure I'm ready to be turned down again.

DH and I have both been on Petfinder in the evenings, and I'm not sure we are agreeing on what we want. I still want a big dog....Boxer, Great Dane, something with some presence, but if we get a big one, it would have to be a puppy, because I won't trust an adult dog around my kids. It has to be raised around them. DH wants to get a small house dog....he did an application for a Pomeranian. I just don't know that I can go from a Rottie to a Pomeranian. Just too fluffly and yappy for my tastes. I'm also leaning towards a Golden Retriever. Personality plus, great family dog, but they shed...ALOT....
oh heck....see, this is where I'm at.....do I or don't I? Should I or shouldn't I?
ok...the diet....it sucks! Dh and i have been doing the 3 mile walks in the evening. Feeling really great about it, but I'm not losing any weight. I haven't stepped on the scale yet, but I can tell in my clothes. They aren't tight, but they aren't loose either. I guess they fit, but that's not good enough!
We went out to dinner and a ballgame on Friday....Mexican....LOVE those Fajitas!! At the game, I had a (one) margurita and it was HEAVENLY!!!

The reason I'm telling you this is so you know I didn't drink excessivley.....at least not enough to justify the migraine I had on Saturday. It literally knocked me out. I was ok when I got up, took the kids w/ me to get dh surprise fathers day gife (new t.v)...but about an hour into the shopping trip, I couldn't see out of my right eye....then the tunnel vision kicked in....then my face went numb. Kinda scared me. Good thing I live close to the mall, cause it was a slow drive home. Anyway, I called dh, told him what he was supposed to get, but that I wasn't capable of doing it, and that I was going home to lie down......5 hrs later I had my vision back, but was still not 100%. I never did fall asleep cause it hurt to bad. Anyway, when he got off work I told him we could make a quick run back up to Sears....and we did....and he got his t.v. (picked it up yesterday). While he was talking to the salesguy, I had to go find a place to sit down....head went numb again.....
ok....so Saturday evening/night, it stormed like a dickens. Power was out for about 5 hours. Nothing to do but sit in the garage, visit w/ neighbors. I stayed in the house, in the dark....enjoying the quiet!
Sunday was good. Head was fine...still attached.
I have no idea what I've eaten....hasn't been that bad, but not the best either. Lots of salad wraps, and grilled veggies. No cokes, just water.
Anyway, that about does it here.....not good news, but not bad news either. Sorry about not posting as much.....just in a funk i guess.
love ya'll!
marie
(sorry so long.....

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