Thank you so much Lisa...

It really has been a struggle to get excited about this trip, but it seems the more I get used to Ruf leaving us - yet not showing any real deterioration over the last few days - the more comfortable I am with going. Because he is dying from a tumor rather than actual kidney failure, I am kind of thinking that he might live longer than the vet thinks... Not real long, of course, but not days either. As long as he still eats a bit and drinks water, I am hopeful that he will live a few more weeks. Of course, that can all change very quickly.
Thank you Michelle... I'll be doing a small Ruf update below.
Hopefully you can make it to our mini Dismeet this summer at Judy/Marianne's????
Thank you Sheila - you and your family have been in my prayers, as well.
I wish you were going too.
I think Ruf is sick of hearing how wonderful he is - LOL... I never thought that day would come, usually he can't get enough of that.
I hope we can get our schedules to mesh for a few minutes, at least. Have I sent you my cell # yet?
I hope he knows, I really think he is getting sick of me though... You can *almost* see his eyes do an eye roll when he notices that I am coming to cuddle him, yet again. ROFL... Poor dog, he just wants to nap.
Our luggage is really full now... I need to figure out what I want to do for an extra bag. I will add that to my ramblings below...
Rufus update:
"Rufus the Shark" joined the table at the end of dinner last night... I guess the smell of mom's meatballs overwhelmed him? So, after dinner, I scooped a spoonfull of rice and a small meatball on to my plate, and fork fed him all of it. Victoria took pictures and a movie of it - LOL. He was very disappointed when the plate was clean, and I wasn't scooping more up for him. I am just afraid to feed him too much and overwhelm his tummy. I know he is not eating well, but I also know that any little bit we can get into him (and stay there) will keep him alive for longer. I've done a lot of thought, and I know I am not a Dr, however, since he is not actually dying of kidney failure and what is killing him is a tumor, he might live a bit longer than we think. For all we know, the tumor could have stopped growing? I dunno? He is still eating (very, very little), but he continues to drink and use the bathroom - as long as he does those things, I feel he will continue to live. And unless I see him in pain, I refuse to put him down. So, I will continue to try and spur his appetite, even if he is only eating one meal a day, it is better than nothing. If he is still alive when we leave for our trip, I will expect Josh to take over babying him. I am just very hopefull about this.
Trip update:
Luggage woes:
So, we are pretty much packed. I only have a couple of oddball things to add to our luggage (chargers, power strip, makeup... last minute items that we are still using)... The problem is, our luggage is almost full. I do have a few consumable things in there (snacks) that we can leave behind to save room in our luggage on the way home, if necessary. And our carry-ons are fairly empty. We are not bringing a ton of souvenir $$ - so I just can't imagine we will purchase that much. I am thinking most of our souvenir $$ will be spent on pins - although each of the girls mentioned getting a shirt. I don't have any plans of getting any clothes for myself. I am debating on packing an extra bag. Originally, I was thinking about packing my Vera Bradley weekender - but that is not a bag I want to check - because the airlines would certainly ruin it, and I would be very angry. It's too big to use as a carryon. I was thinking, if worse came to worse, I could pack one of the girls' backpacks into the luggage on the way home, and just use a large Disney bag as a carry on? Or, for that matter... our one suitcase is only at 32 lbs, so I could really pack it a lot tighter if necessary. Really, everything we are packing in our carry-on backpacks can be checked on the way home - we have enough weight to do that. So, theoretically, our carry-on backpacks would be empty for souvenirs...
What do you all think???? Any solutions for me? Lisa... Would it work to bring with a pkg of 2 gallon zip-locs and just suck the air out of everything to make more room? LOL
Ok - I think that is all the trip ramblings for today.
Today is my last day of work, then I am on vacation until we come home from Disney.

Whoot!!!
D~