OP, You are not alone by any means and I want to tell you a little story about myself. People make fun of me at work because I live the Disney Philosphy.
I try to be as happy as I can which to me makes the day pass easier and well more people get along with you. Whenever I hear someone is going away to Disney for the first time I get all excited for them and give some pointers. I know many get a kick out of me. We have to wear very bland uniforms but I wear my Disney Jewerly that is work appropriate and again it makes people smile.
I am 34 years old and from my very first time of stepping through those turnstiles Disney is my blood. Sometimes I just can't explain it.
I get all choked up when I see Wishes, many things make me emotional when at Disney.
So back to my story, a year and half ago we went for 3 days and well it was tough because that was not enough time. We went to MK, Epcot and Hollywood Studios. It was alot of fun but rushed. The last day I actually got very sick and when we were on the monorail I had this horrible feeling that I would not be coming back soon to the park to the point that as I watched Epcot leave us I was really upset.
2 weeks ago I was forunate enough to go on a last minute cruise and for a day we went to the Magic Kingdom. I thought I wouldn't even make it this year and have no vacation but this worked out perfectly. I have never been there during the Christmas Holidays and I was lucky enough to see the Castle at night which is so lovely and then as we were rushing out of the park because the Christmas Party was stopping. I walked outside and it was snowing....... I lost it.
It was such a diffiuclt year for me and all I wanted was to see it snow. My best friend was laughing but she knew I was happy.
So yes my fellow Dis Friend it's okay we have all been there. but thank goodness for the Dis, because honestly I don't how we all would cope otherwise.

