Well it's official we are on the baby train. Man, that sounded dirty!

Anyway, I have an appointment with my OBGYN and I am gonna get all checked out and then we are gonna try full time (much to Eric's excitment

) to get preggers. I am actually ready. Everyone told me that I would know when I wanted kids, but I had no idea that it would hit me like an episode of Emeril, BAM! I really hope it happens right away, but I am being realistic. I have seen too many women that have gone for year, so I don't want to get my hopes up. I know it's not really up to Eric and I but God and when he wants us to have a baby, hopefully a boy, then he will send him to us. I just hope that if it does take a long time that it's not to hard on Eric.
We decided not to tell his family that we are trying. I really don't want that kind of pressure. We alredy hear about it and they have no idea that we are trying. Can you imagine what kind of advise we would get if they knew. Good lord, I would have to take the phone off the hook! As a matter of fact besides eachother and my mom, your the only people I have told.
Wow, sorry to unload so much on you all so early. I guess my coffee kicked in while I was typing. Have a great day!