putting this in white because i don't want to inflict my depressing post on everyone else:
okay, change my last post from 'almost crying' to 'crying my eyes out' and that describes me right now. literally crying my eyes out. i just rang my brother and told him i can't do it and he was all just chillax. but his advice is no good because he's too relaxed about everything. i need my mum. i need someone to test me on it but there's no-one around because everyone's fudging abandoned me. my nan's deaf so she's no help, my mum is away until sunday, my brother is at work and won't be home until i have to go and i don't even want to talk about my dad.
actually i bet some disers don't even know i have a dad, that's how little i talk about him. and just mentioning him know isn't helping with my tears so i'mma stop.
basically, no-one can help me.
there's 6 topics to remember, right
i just tried to say the first one. i got stuck on the fourth question of the first topic.
I. CAN'T. DO. THIS.
everyone else did so well too. i'm gonna be the only person to let everyone down.
Do you have an oral exam then? I hated my one for German. I managed to get a C in German overall, but I think I didn't do well in that speaking exam...
Do you have an oral exam then? I hated my one for German. I managed to get a C in German overall, but I think I didn't do well in that speaking exam...
yeah, it is. D:
i got an A in my first oral, a B (might of been an A, not too sure) in my coursework and a C in my module 2 (which i'm resitting next week). my module 4 next month i should get at least a C in as well.
so i should get at least a C overall..
and this oral is only 12.5% of my grade.
but i know everyone else has done well and my teacher will go sick at me and wefhlihsdfvofivhjifodhve i'm stressing out so bad right now.
but that's so much more stressful because then i have to learn everything again.
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i need my mum to test me/calm me down but she was all brb going to spain for a week when you have 2 GCSEs.
cwedlghdeopsvgisjfviophadvbf >.<