Okay...so I need to vent.
Okay so my boyfriend (who is soooo amazing) has a best friend...who is a girl. I'm cool with that...but I really don't like her. Earlier this year, she took this one guy I really liked away from me (im glad now...but it upset me a lot then). So anyway, now his best friend, lets call her "Kathy". So Nick and Kathy have some history together (which was like in 7th grade so it wasnt serious or anything) but still. Well Kathy and her boyfriend are having some problems and stuff so she's turning to Nick. Thats cool and all but when she says stuff like, "Do you think Abby would want to trade boyfriends?" its not. Thankfully Nick said, "I don't think Abs and I would go for that." But still. Grrrr. Then she started telling him stuff like, "My dad just asked me why we weren't dating. He thinks Ben is a fruit. He likes you a lot better." Okay. Thats just crossing the line a little. First of all, she's hurting Ben AND she's hurting me. Thats not cool. Nick told me all of this and I was like "AHHHHH. NOOOO." It's gonna be okay though because he likes ME, not her. Well. I got over it and stuff but then I had a dream last night. I dreamt that Katie went after Nick and he went with it and stuff. It was really upsetting. I woke up shaking. lol So yeah. Taylor Swift's song "Permanent Marker" is really helping me through this right now.
I know he loved you
A long time ago
I aint jealous of you
Just thought you should know
You were never good enough for him or anything like me
So you might as well sit back cause I aint tryin to show maturity
CHORUS
X is the shape I drew through your face
In permanent marker
Oh yeah
Just like the mark you knew you were makin
Who do you think you are
To write on his heart
In permanent marker
So I found that picture
Of you in that green dress
Sure had a good time
Cleanin up that mess
He found 30 other pieces but hell never find em all
Tried to tape them back together
Now he knows to keep it off the wall
CHORUS
X is the shape I drew through your face
In permanent marker
Oh yeah
Just like the mark you knew you were makin
Who do you think you are
To write on his heart
In permanent marker
Well I dont appreciate you callin him to reminisce
The only reason is youre seein just how much better off he is
CHORUS
X is the shape I drew through your face
In permanent marker
Oh yeah
Just like the mark you knew you were makin
Who do you think you are
To Write on his heart
CHORUS
X is the shape I drew through your face
In permanent marker
Oh yeah
Just like the mark you knew you were makin
Who do you think you are
To Write on his heart
In permanent marker
In permanent marker
Oh
Permanent marker
Sorry for that whole vent. I needed to get that out. Like I said, I have NO problem with being friends but when she says stuff like that, I don't appreciate it. Thankfully, Nick is siding with me on this one. =) He's amazing.