Rack Up Your Post With Random Stuff Part 5

[BabyPiglet]

http://www.disboards.com/showthread.php?t=1142750&page=1259

Prime example of me being normal, pages 1259 - 1262

That's you being normal? Are you always so secretive?

 

[HSMndLKfan92]

Uh no. Did you happen to notice the way I worried myself sick?

Apparently not.

Billy thought I was going to kill myself over it.

That's my normal.

 

[WORLDwarQUIFFLE]

That's you being normal? Are you always so secretive?

Jaimie's only secretive if she has to be.
Mostly, she's an open book.

 

[HSMndLKfan92]

Jaimie's only secretive if she has to be.
Mostly, she's an open book.

Ah, thanks. That puts it in better words than I would've.

 

[BabyPiglet]

Uh no. Did you happen to notice the way I worried myself sick?

Apparently not.

Billy thought I was going to kill myself over it.

That's my normal.

I wrote that after I only read one of the pages. Yes I am always, constantly wondering what's going on with you. I also wonder what this "Connection" is. But I don't want to pry it from you.

 

[HSMndLKfan92]

I wrote that after I only read one of the pages. Yes I am always, constantly wondering what's going on with you. I also wonder what this "Connection" is. But I don't want to pry it from you.

Exactly, Jenny. If you bothered to read the other pages, you'd see how nasty my soul can become.


And, that's just dis-friendly.

 

[BabyPiglet]

Exactly, Jenny. If you bothered to read the other pages, you'd see how nasty my soul can become.


And, that's just dis-friendly.

Okay I am sorry. I obviously don't know what you've been through. And I most likely never will. I would love to pry somethings out of you, because I am a very curious person, and I would love to know how to comfort you during these periods. But I won't try, because I know it will not work.

And you are right when you're thinking, I don't go through stuff like that. I have had a bad history but this kinda stuff doesn't happen to me now.

I am sorry Jaimie, and I just don't know what to do.

 

[MMGirl]

 

[tinkerbell12]

Awwwwwwwwww. Poor Jaimie....

Jenny... I'm wondering, but, erm, why, in the Political thread do you keep changing sides?

 

[BabyPiglet]

Awwwwwwwwww. Poor Jaimie....

Jenny... I'm wondering, don't get mad at me, but, erm, why, in the Political thread do you keep changing sides?

This not the Political Thread but I guess I will say it here anyway. They are interpreting what I am trying to say wrong. I am trying to say immigrants should adapt to our culture while keeping part of theres. That's my final view. I am not changing sides, I am just havig a hard time explaining what my side is, as it is very mixed.

 

[HSMndLKfan92]

All of this s**t happens. Because I have no self confidence. You didn't see me in real life when I went through my whole "eating" senario. My friends have told me that my self confidence has been:

a.) low
b.) I had none.

Really, I didn't. Every single day, I'd wake up, and just vanish. A part of me would just vanish. Some days, I felt like a skeleton, or a ghost. My friends wouldn't talk to me, and I'd feel so belittled. I felt like no one would notice if I just died.

 

[tinkerbell12]

This not the Political Thread but I guess I will say it here anyway. They are interpreting what I am trying to say wrong. I am trying to say immigrants should adapt to our culture while keeping part of theres. That's my final view. I am not changing sides, I am just havig a hard time explaining what my side is, as it is very mixed.

Can't you just edit them though?

I edit my posts all the time.

I think it's awesome how you think immigrants should adapt, though. That is super. Keep it up!!!!! SO my opinion too!!!

 

[BabyPiglet]

All of this s**t happens. Because I have no self confidence. You didn't see me in real life when I went through my whole "eating" senario. My friends have told me that my self confidence has been:

a.) low
b.) I had none.

Really, I didn't. Every single day, I'd wake up, and just vanish. A part of me would just vanish. Some days, I felt like a skeleton, or a ghost. My friends wouldn't talk to me, and I'd feel so belittled. I felt like no one would notice if I just died.

Okay I don't necassarily understand that low of self confidence. I have had low self confidence in the past, just not that low. So I am not going to say I understand.

Again, I wish I knew what to tell you. I do understand that you need to keep something secret, but I just wish I knew what to tell you.




Emily, I don't feel like editing them.

 

[HSMndLKfan92]

You have to understand.
Every morning, I go to the bandroom. Eh, I'm always bright and cheery, even by the time its sixth period, when i have class. That wasn't the case back then.

Every day, I'd comment about how much I suck. (When really, I'm first chair -- this is just to point out my position.) I literally screamed about how imperfect I was. How I couldn't learn a new melody, how I couldn't reach this note, how this scale wasn't fast enough. ANYTHING.


My teachers knew something was wrong.

 

[BabyPiglet]

You have to understand.
Every morning, I go to the bandroom. Eh, I'm always bright and cheery, even by the time its sixth period, when i have class. That wasn't the case back then.

Every day, I'd comment about how much I suck. (When really, I'm first chair -- this is just to point out my position.) I literally screamed about how imperfect I was. How I couldn't learn a new melody, how I couldn't reach this note, how this scale wasn't fast enough. ANYTHING.


My teachers knew something was wrong.

Okay, I understand that you were in a low state of mind. I will never understand why. But I do understand now that your self confidence was less than none.

Understand is such a broad word.

 

[tinkerbell12]

Here Jaimie -- here's a hug for helping me.



Jenny- Here's something I've learned. If you expect people to get what you want across, you make sure it's CRYSTAL clear. It's the internet. It's online, how do people know when you are being sarcastic? How do people know when you're not as serious as they think you are? Take you and Jaimie? The simple and then an lol produced something bigger than what you thought, right? Point.

 

[BabyPiglet]

Jenny- Here's something I've learned. If you expect people to get what you want across, you make sure it's CRYSTAL clear. It's the internet. It's online, how do people know when you are being sarcastic? How do people know when you're not as serious as they think you are? Take you and Jaimie? The simple and then an lol produced something bigger than what you thought, right? Point.

I don't want to argue with you about the meaning of my words. I honestly could care less what you thought I meant. I made it clear in the end. And what the hell do I get for making something clear? I get told that I am stupid and un educated by Racer. I am done with that thread.

 

[WORLDwarQUIFFLE]

Okay, I understand that you were in a low state of mind. I will never understand why. But I do understand now that your self confidence was less than none.

Understand is such a broad word.

I don't understand why you're trying to understand in the first place.
This is in the past, she's not asking for your comfort now, she was trying to make a point.

Not to be rude but, this point I think you're being nosy, not curious.

 

[BabyPiglet]

You have to understand.
Every morning, I go to the bandroom. Eh, I'm always bright and cheery, even by the time its sixth period, when i have class. That wasn't the case back then.

Every day, I'd comment about how much I suck. (When really, I'm first chair -- this is just to point out my position.) I literally screamed about how imperfect I was. How I couldn't learn a new melody, how I couldn't reach this note, how this scale wasn't fast enough. ANYTHING.


My teachers knew something was wrong.

I don't understand why you're trying to understand in the first place.
This is in the past, she's not asking for your comfort now, she was trying to make a point.

Not to be rude but, this point I think you're being nosy, not curious.

She said I had to understand. It's fine. You can think I am nosy. I know what I am.

 

[HSMndLKfan92]

You have to understand [this point I'm going to make.]