Hello,
I am a disney fan (?) and also suffer from PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) from an incident with a college roommate. I have been going to Disney World with my mom since 2005 (when I graduated high school) I was in an incident with my roommate on 9-11-2007 and I believe the onset of PTSD has set in after I did a deposition. I know nothing changed since then except that I'm 2 years older. But I just feel like I don't know anything... or why people do the things they do.
I'm not sure if anybody else here has or once had PTSD but if you never had PTSD, you (Probably) won't understand what I am experiencing in life. After the incident i went through life as i knew it, because I was in school and followed directions and did what i liked doing w/o thinking people judged me. I could trust a lot of people easily (except for those who were involved in the incident i was just plain angry at the time and still am.) But now i just don't know why people do what they do. or why they say bad things or even if they know they have hurt others or hurting others. I don't enjoy anything in life because I don't know why...or even if this is normal which i don't think is normal for me.
Anyway, I don't know why i love disney any more. You stand in a line for 20-30-40-50-60 minutes for a ride that only lasts like perhaps 1-2 minutes tops. I just don't know any more and think i'm going crazy. which brings me to my idea. I would love to read a book about people who suffer from PTSD that Love disney. But then again how do people know that they are telling the truth or how do they know what to say. I just have issue's with trusting people and stuff.
Right now there are 32 days or so until my next disney trip. We are staying in Pop Century (Nov 13-18th).
I am a disney fan (?) and also suffer from PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) from an incident with a college roommate. I have been going to Disney World with my mom since 2005 (when I graduated high school) I was in an incident with my roommate on 9-11-2007 and I believe the onset of PTSD has set in after I did a deposition. I know nothing changed since then except that I'm 2 years older. But I just feel like I don't know anything... or why people do the things they do.
I'm not sure if anybody else here has or once had PTSD but if you never had PTSD, you (Probably) won't understand what I am experiencing in life. After the incident i went through life as i knew it, because I was in school and followed directions and did what i liked doing w/o thinking people judged me. I could trust a lot of people easily (except for those who were involved in the incident i was just plain angry at the time and still am.) But now i just don't know why people do what they do. or why they say bad things or even if they know they have hurt others or hurting others. I don't enjoy anything in life because I don't know why...or even if this is normal which i don't think is normal for me.
Anyway, I don't know why i love disney any more. You stand in a line for 20-30-40-50-60 minutes for a ride that only lasts like perhaps 1-2 minutes tops. I just don't know any more and think i'm going crazy. which brings me to my idea. I would love to read a book about people who suffer from PTSD that Love disney. But then again how do people know that they are telling the truth or how do they know what to say. I just have issue's with trusting people and stuff.
Right now there are 32 days or so until my next disney trip. We are staying in Pop Century (Nov 13-18th).
