I had the same thoughts as my drawstring bag had a hole in it after wearing it for the first time, but seemingly, I have no problem with attending another meeting each trip! lol
Someone tried to shame us by saying we should've invested the money instead, but I see plenty of people do that were miserable daily because they didn't have a way to reset. They wound up leaving this earth before they had the chance to enjoy that investment; their heirs then completely wasted the money at nightclubs and other vices. I'd rather enjoy the hard-earned money while I can.
I've never been so happy to be psychologically trapped; I'm sure it looks to someone on the outside like we're all part of a cult

. But the reality is that my family was going to Disney often (staying mostly at deluxe resorts), and this was a way to stave off some of the inflationary costs and feel more confident that there would be more vacations to come for years.