Thanks again everyone. He probably won't come home till Wed. or Thurs.
Got the cat and epidural out today. Walking ok. His leverls are a little high, but Dr. says he should be OK.
To top it all off our dog died today, It was his and Matt's dog and Matt got really upset this morning when we thought the dog was sick, he thought it would be very bad for Rich. I didn't think it would be upstetting to me, because I always said I wanted to get rid of him, because he ruined my house. But I know Rich loved him. I was the one to find him on the floor, and it freaked me out.
But I am sitting here crying and can't stop myself, what an emotional week. What a week for this to happen, my nerves are raw, and when I see my son crying like a baby I fall to pieces. Rich is OK with it, he is sad but he knew he was old. Matt still feels that he will be upset when he gets home because the dog always comforts him when he has had surgery. I think he will be ok.
I know this will all pass and things will be fine, because people have it so much worse than us, but right now I guess I am feeling sorry for myself.
I am sorry to rant on and on, I think I am going to bed, and thank god tomorrow is another day. and I am so lucky to have that day.