Well hey Becca MY LAST BUDDY!!!!!! Hey, I remember I told you about my "grandma" who died in the bad car accident... Today, we went to the burial and it was horrible.. My uncle LOST it and he is usually the one who comforts others. The burial was like a scene from a movie... It was POURING raining and the wind was horrible... It broke our umbrella! I got some roses from the bouquet, and whenever I looked at them, I cried.
When I went and hugged my uncle he said, "She loved you Olivia, she loved you." That is when I completely lost it; I started balling. Grandma's husband is doing ok, but she did all of the shopping, cooking, cleaning, and she handled the money. He was freaking out about what to do. Tomorrow is the memorial... It will all get better though, and I'm doing better! Being around friends and family has really helped. Going to grandma's house was hard.... It looks like she never left
I'm soooo sorry for your loss. Just always try the good times and memories you had with her, and it'll make you feel like she's still here. One of my Grandmas died when I was two, so I can't really do that cause I don't remember her at all, but I really wish I did sometimes. My parents said that at her funeral, I asked why Grandma was sleeping in the big box... It makes me cry everytime someone talks about it or I think about.
