it will be okay Spencer, I got altered (in such a way a vet can do to a girl like me) a few years ago and I just went to sleep and woke up feeling very happy - and it lasted for hours. My mom said my ears were out sideways like airplane wings!
Then my mom and my dad carried me around and bought me all kinds of toys and guess what - I got to have sticks in the house! Life was good!!
But then the fun stopped and life went back to normal and I had to have my sticks outside.
Best wishes to you Spencer, you'll do great!!
Love, Madison