I have experienced a loss at 33 weeks(placental abruption) and at 10 weeks(blighted ovium)...it is never easy but you have to know things do happen the way they are supposed to. After my first loss I had a healthy girl one year and 3 days later...she is now 4-1/2. After the blighted ovium I had a boy almost a year later who is now 2. While I always think of my other babies I cant imagine my life without these two! You are not alone, unfortunately many women know what you are going through but have faith you will treasure your next one evn more.