That sounds like so much fun FL

. I wish I could go on a
DCL trip, but I guess that'll have to wait. But it's ok i won't miss out on the whole disney experience.
PW: I was on the phone with my friend Matt when I read your post about the flowers, and i was like "I want flowers" (he didn't know I was reading something) and he was like where'd that comefrom, are you asking me for flowers? I laughed amd I was like no, but if you want to get them for me I won't mind.
Speaking of Matt, he is a really nice guy. Not my typical type, but he is cool to hang out with. We are just friends but the other day it entered my mind that maybe it could be more. The only thing stopping me right now is that I am pursuing something with my ex, but I am starting to get stressed out over that. And i am not sure if i want to put myself through the pain anymore. I decided that if I don't get some real answers to the questions i have on friday (the next day i will see him) then I am done playing games. I have an illness related to the nervous system, and stress. (which he know about, my ex that is) And I feel that he is still dragging me through the mud on this whole thing.
Anyway, on a lighter note, Matt and I hung out (is that right???) for most of the day yesterday. We had lunch and then just talked for a good 4 or 5 hours. It was really nice, and I was actually in a good mood pretty much all day. I didn't think about my ex and I wasn't depressed about anything. It was a great feeling. It has been so long since I felt that way I almost forgot what it was like. Matt and I talk almost everyday, if I don't see him we talk on the phone.
Note to self:
Ok ok enough babbling Karen.
Ok going to class now. I'm sure i will have more to talk about later.
