Serena
<font color=navy>Not afraid of canned biscuits<br>
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- Aug 18, 1999
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It really sucks being lonely.
I don't want to settle either and I absolutely refuse to be one of those women that bring a new man into my life every month just to keep from being alone.
Any of us could do that. If we didn't have any self esteem or care about ourselves, we could go out there and have a man to bring home, any time we wanted. Even if for just one night.
It's our choice that we don't do anything like that. It's our decision that we make everyday. It's not even a conscious decision on my part. It's just something I can't do. I'm not made that way.
Somehow writing that down has made me feel better.
It still sucks though!
I don't want to settle either and I absolutely refuse to be one of those women that bring a new man into my life every month just to keep from being alone.
Any of us could do that. If we didn't have any self esteem or care about ourselves, we could go out there and have a man to bring home, any time we wanted. Even if for just one night.
It's our choice that we don't do anything like that. It's our decision that we make everyday. It's not even a conscious decision on my part. It's just something I can't do. I'm not made that way.
Somehow writing that down has made me feel better.
It still sucks though!
