Chris, I am praying that you will know and be able to feel how very close God is holding Nate, and you, and your family right now; that the rhythm of your heartbeat is the pulse of God's love; that with your tears God's peace will wash over you. God speed, little Nate; God has a wondrous celebration awaiting you, with seats saved at the table for the day when the rest of your family joins the feast. Thanks be to God for the gift you have been to so very many people.