Okay.. I will tell you my most horrifyingly embarrassing moment EVER. Soooo... I have one baby who's gigantic head is on my bladder, and another baby who seems to like jumping on my bladder.. I was laying on the couch, and I had to go potty. So I stand up.... and I realize... I am already peeing.
Seriously. I waddled as fast as I could to the bathroom. It was horrid! Thank goodness my kids were watching cartoons, and my husband was asleep.
I told my sister about it.. and she laughed so hard.. she peed her pants.
Served her right.
I am a nervous WRECK! I cant believe I am having two babies tomorrow. I was talking to my son this afternoon, and he is scared that the babies and I are going to die.
Poor kid. I told him everything will be fine... But I dont think he believes me.
Oh.. and I went out to dinner with my mom and my kids.. the waitress told me I walked like a duck.
I am actually doing a lot better today. It has been difficult but we are getting by, I keep looking at my two oldest sons and I feel so blessed to have them. My milk actually came in and I am sooooo engorged. I am using the cabbage leafs but it doesn't seem to be helping much yet. My faith has grown stonger through this very difficult trial so I am able to see the good in a bad situation and I know God is completely in control. My husband keeps saying "well when we try again...." and I'm like slow down buddy I want at least six months for my body and spirit to heal.
) and still nothing. I drink lemonade constantly and usually have candy close by at all times..
Now just hope that your l.o. doesn't keep you up all night. 
) and Im due September 14th. Im 12 weeks today
