i really just need to vent right now, and i don't think it's so vent-ish that i need to make a new thread.
i'm friends with this girl and she knew that i like this one kid.
then she goes and tells me she likes the same kid. they're on the verge of dating.
and before that me and him were. i don't know if i want to tell her about my past relations with him, so she knows what she's in for or not. he'll string you along. he'll tell you he really does like you. he'll make you feel better then you've ever felt, then he'll be a total jerk face to you and then things will go straight down the drain, and you'll start arguing with him for no reason, and then whenever you're around him things get awkward and in the end you argue with each other. and i know that if he's like that then why should i even care, i think it's because he did make me feel better about myself and he was my first kiss. i feel a little bad for not telling her, but...she doesn't feel bad for interfering in my life. and now she's telling me that i'd be better off by being with this other boy. and to make matters worse, she asks ME how to ask HIM OUT. because she's going to do it before the weekend. >

i would go on about this with my best friend, but it's the one that she says that i should date and i can't tell him about my love life, and my other one is at church right now.
okay, sorry about that. my venting is over now.